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Announcement

First of all I wanna say a TW
Self harm and suicide

I'm sorry for doing this so much guys, but I just wanted to say I'm so thankful for all of you. I'm thankful for the people who care and reach out to me, I feel like when I release my feelings into this book I feel like I'm doing it for attention. I'm not, this is my comfort place and it makes me feel better and makes me feel like I'm wanted in life.

My life hasn't been easy, I mean right now my family is broke asf and my parents have to provide for 3 kids and it's hard irl atm. I know this book is just focused on Billie and I apologise for once again, doing shit like this. I'm sorry for not updating so much. I find it hard to get out of bed a lot recently and I've turned away my family and my friends. If I talk to you I'm sorry if I've been dry recently I really am. Depression kicking my ass and my anxiety is as well.

I mean I tried to commit yesterday night, I felt like I couldn't reach out to anyone. it was hard man. The love bombing chapter could have been the last chapter you lot would have ever read. I've been cutting myself a lot more. It's turned into a habit and the girl I'm talking to doesn't know. But she will when she reads this. I hope my next attempt works. I'm sorry I failed you all, normally I don't bring my mental health or irl problems into this book but it's been real hard recently, I thank all of you for everything
 

I love you all so much

Once again, I'm sorry I failed you all

You're the best people ever
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