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illness again

"I might say I love her but I'm lying"
That is relatable. I say it, I ain't mean it
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Y/n pov:
I wake up feeling like shit, I get up and go brush my teeth
"Y/n!" Bil shouts from our room
I walk in our room still brushing my teeth "hmm?" I hum out
"Nothing, I thought you left and I was scared" I hold my index finger up to say wait a minute and I go back into the bathroom to spit out the toothpaste
"I'm here baby dw I didn't leave!" I shout from the bathroom.

*time skip hoes*

We are sat on the sofa watching bil do SNL and laughing at it when I start feeling my nose getting blocked and I can't breath out from it
"Oh for fuck sake" I say and Billie looks at me "I'm ill, I have a blocked nose. So that is my sign to sleep on the sofa because I'm not getting you ill" I say to her standing up
"no you will be sleeping with me in bed. No questions asked." Billie says with a smile
"Ok fine" I say walking out and going to the bathroom

*another time skip cause idk what to say. Now I'd say it's like 8:58 at night*

I walk into the living room and see bil "I'm gonna go shower" Billie nods her head. I start walking up stairs and into the bathroom and doing everything I need to do.

I start brushing my teeth again ready for bed and when I spit I see blood but not a lot only a little (fun fact. I actually did but it seems no worry so who cares? And before you ask no I don't have gum disease bc it can cause you to spit blood out from your mouth)
I call Billie and she runs up the stairs
"What's wrong my love?" I point to the sink with the blood and tell her I spit it out she asks if I feel ok
"I feel alright. I keep feeling lightheaded but it's ok" Billie shakes her head and she tells me to get in the car. I give her a confused look and she says
"we are going to hospital because you shouldn't be spitting blood out. Especially if you are bringing it up" (I honestly don't know what it's called. It's like bringing up phlegm. Idk how to describe it)
I get my shoes on and a jumper and go to her car after she gets in and we start driving to the hospital "now if they say something is serious I will not leave your side. I'm gonna stick by it ok?" I nod my head and hold her hand "thank you. I love you"
"I love you too darling" I smile to myself and after that we arrive at the hospital

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Hi Yh I did spit blood in the sink. Will I die? Idk but if I do imma make a thing on here to say I'm dying 👍🏻
And I can't sleep and it's 3:57. Fun. Anyway I love you all, be safe drink water and just look after yourself please