I gave up ..
I started biliving that i'll never get him..
I went in different relations..
Still i loved him..
I wanted to talk to him..but i was scared
Somehow, i couldnt take it anymore...
I was in fucking relations..
But my heart was beating for him..
That day finally..
I set my mind..and pinged him..
At first i thought..
He still loves me..
His words 'I still love you..I'll always!!you are my girl..i want you back' still haunts me sometimes
We talked till 3am that night..
He broke me again..
I was shocked..how could anyone be like this..
After so many days..still hes all bloody interested in having a physical relation with me..
Now when i think about the good times i had with him..
It all seems fake..maybe i was too stupid to expect true love from him!!
And i trusted him more than anyone else..
He just didnt broke me and my trust ...he taught me a lesson..he taught me that its not so easy to get true love!!
I got it..that a guy like him can only quarrel and talk about sex...
Can never understand me!!
As if m a sex toy for him!! LOL!!
He didnt replied to my last texts...nor i ever wanted him to reply!!
I wanted to move on badly!!
I needed a break !!
