The main reason behind i always get serious being in a relation is because like others i always wanted someone to understand me..
I never had a good relation with my family members..specialy my dad
Day by day it got worse..
I never shared all these personal problems with anyone not even xavi..
On that..exams were coming ..i couldnt study
I couldnt take all those at a time..
It was like ..the day before i left house..my emotions burst out
I left house and went to a friend's house without informing anyone!!
I knew that evryone was tensed about me..even police cops were searching me
But for me..going back means..going back to hell
I took a life risk..i started living at my friend's house..whom i met at social networking sites!!
I was too depressed at that time..i was missing evryone..i was scared..i didnt wanted to go home..
On the top i was puzzled..
One day i dont know what i was thinking..
Maybe it was because i was too much frustrated to judge whats wrong or right..
We kissed..
That guy whom i thought friend...maybe wanted something else from me
No doubt..that he did my brainwash well
Soon the cops found me
I told them i was at my school friend's house..
Somehow the case was over..
I was back at home..but this celia was different
She was arrogant,aggresive and extremely stub-born!!
After coming back home..i met that guy for once..
We had a make out..
I literally started spoiling my life..
I didnt cared about anyone neither xavi nor my family nor my friends
I became selfish..
I stoped thinking..
