I Really Fucked It

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A/n:[yall don't hate me ik i haven't published in a while but here it is]

-aonungs pov-

Oh god neteyam agreed on coming over today to finish the project.

I kinda want to tell him that i like him today.

But wouldn't it be a little weird?

No.

I have to.

Now on never.

-neteyams pov-

2 minutes

I have been standing and staring at the door while my hand hangs over it in a fist trying to get myself to knock.

And i do.
After another 3 minutes.

Tsireya please open the door please.

''NETEYAMMMM''

Thank god.

I hug her

''HI GIRL!''

i yell as i hug her

''aonungs upstairs waiting for you''
She says and winks

''oh shut up''

I say walking past her and up the stairs to see an open door to my right aka aonungs room.

I slightly knock on the doors frame to let him know im in.

''hi''

No.

His head turns from his phone to my face in milliseconds.

''neteyam hi''
He says
'' i didn't hear you come in'' he giggles a little.

Pick me behvior.
Sorry.

''come in we are doing the project on the floor bc i don't have a table big enough. Sorry''

I sit down on the floor and smile a little ''don't worry about it it's fine''

~time skip~

We were done with our project and we were playing a board game.

He was clearly loosing since he looked like a tomato.

''umm.. Neteyam.. ''

He said out of nowhere.

''yea?''

Come on just play the game i want to go home.

''would you.. Idk'' he figeted with his hands alot.

Then he looked at me dead in the eyes.. Thats when it clicked.

No that can't be happening not right now i'm not ready.

''would you go out with me?''

He asked it.

I have to get out of here nononono.

I jump up on my feet my eyes wide open as i stare at him

''what n-no''

I say then i see tears forming in the corners of his eyes and i feel my eyes fill with them also.

He stands up and looks me in the eyes with his heartbroken ones.

''neteyam.. I-''

I didn't even let him finish.

''i'm sorry i have to go''

I say and hurry out his room as he folows.

''neteyam!''

He grabed my wrist and i pulled back as quickly as i could.

I turned to him.

My cheeks covered in tears stains and so are his.

''don't tuch me''

I say and leave their house.

That night i haven't cried more in my life.





Why did i even say no?













I love him.












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