kisses

God i wish i didn't like him

A/n-[i'm back?]

-ao'nungs pov-

Since that day when neteyam had to come over at my house i haven't seen him.

It's been a week since i last saw him.

The poject is due tomorrow and we hadn't finished it yet.

Everytime i tried to get ahold of neteyam he just said he was busy or sick.

At school it seemed like he was avoiding me.

Yes,ik, we haven't been on 'friend' level eather so we hadn't really usually talked on the halls or in class before.

But this time it just felt diffrent.. Like i did something wrong or he had found out about my darkes sicret?

We had math together next.. And i needed to talk to him so i decited to sit next to him this time.

I went into the classroom looking across it and then spoting him.

His beautiful braided hair put up in a ponytail,his soft looking lips and eyes,the slow breathing,his hand slowly guideing the pen across the paper to write something down in his notebook.

He was like and angel.

I slowly aproached his desk then sitting down next to him

''hi''

I said digging trough my bag to take out my books for the class.

-neteyams pov-

''hi''

Oh god no.
Thats the last thing i need right now

Why does he have to sit next to me am i like a magnet for him??

''hi''

I said back not looking up at him bc i swear i would cry if i do.

I mean i like this dude.

And he LIKES me.

I can't deal w this.

I mean ik he likes me but he doesn't know i like him.

And i don't wanna ask him out bc that would be so radom wouldn't it??

''so neteyam..''

What??
Nono.
What does he need now dude.

''the project is due tomorrow and we haven't done anything yet yk?''

Oh fuck.

I totally forgot about the project.

''yea sorry..''

YEA SORRY??,!! THATS ALL I SAID.

Omg im so embarrassing.

''i was wondering if toda-''

The teacher entered on the right time thank god.

I don't know if i can handle going to his or mine today to do the project.

I kinda have to tho it's the last day to do it.

What if we just ask for extra time?

Not thats shit idea the teacher would never allow that.

What if-

''Neteyam!''

The teacher is calling on me.

''yea sorry sir.''

Why am i like this??

''can you do the number 6 please?''

I nodd

''sure...ummm''

WHERES NUMBER SIX DUDE WHERE IS IT?

''64?''

That was the worst guess ever wasn't it?

''no.. Thats wrong so wrong it makes me think that you are in love or something.''(this is an actual thing teachers say to you if you zone out or something in class in my country)

I shigh and flop my head on the table.

God i wish i didn't like him.