•It'll Be Okay• GENMUI

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I got my underside of my hair bleached today :D

Very very happy

Mui pov

I open my eyes and see the light shining through the window.. Seriously? Aughh.. I wanna sleep...

I look around me, and push myself up

I took a good minute staring at my cuts.. It was weird.. I felt different.. I had been quite happy.. I feel.. Off, I won't do anything bad to myself.. Right?

Hopefully not.. I've gotten this far.. I don't want to redo this shit..

I hopped up so id stop thi king about it, a and walked to genyas room

He was in his bed, on his phone, "Ohhh, hello! Good morning, I was waiting for you" he said, putting his phone down

"Good morninggg" I replied, "can we see Yui today..?" I asked him, he nodded, "Oh yeah of course"

He stood up, quickly put a shirt on, (he was shirtless) and held my hand, dragging me to the kitchen

Him holding my hand was nice.. Really nice-

He dragged me on a seat, "well, what would you like for breakfast?" He asked, I shook my head, "I'm not that hungry.." I said, he frowned

"Alright.. But you better eat lunch and dinner, okay?" "Ahh, I'll try"

Genya quickly put some hash browns in the toaster, and sayt with me,

"You seem off, is everything okay?" "Yeah, I'm okay, just.. Worried" "About?"

I just shrugged "im worried about the fact I feel off, I don't know what's wrong with me" I said, genya just nodded, "you'll be alright, I'm sure of it, try not to worry, why don't you look forward to seeing Yui later? That'll distract you" he said, patting my head

"Maybe.. Yeah.. Hopefully I am excited to see him though" I spoke, genya smiled, "See? Just think about seeing him, we'll go get something to eat later," he said

"What day is it..?'' I asked, genya lifted up his phone, "Sunday, school tomorrow" he said

I sighed

Ah.. That isn't going to help either.. I think I have tests..

"You good?" "Yeah.. Just have tests.. Not excited for them"

Genya nodded, "that's okay, we can study, plus, again, just focus on yui"

I nodded, genya patted my head, "Well, why don't you.. Go have a shower, and the  get dressed, well he'd off after that"

I nodded, grabbed a towel, and went to the bathroom

I quickly checked to see if there was shampoo.. Only genyas-

"Gen..?" I said, peeking my head out the door

Genya came to the door, "Yes??" "I dnt have shampoo-" I said, he nodded, "you decent?" He said, turning the doorknob, "Oh yeah, I haven't gotten undressed yet"

Genya nodded, coming in, and grabbing some shampoo from the drawer, "I got you your own, of course, I don't mind you using mine, it's just if you'd like your own, it's here, I just got this one since it seemed pretty nice, it's aloe vera"

I nodded, "Ah, thank you-" I said, taking the shampoo from genya, "it's men's shampoo, so your hair will most likely end up quite fluffy" he said, I nodded again

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I got into the shower, and started washing my legs and arms, I felt over my cuts, it was bumpy.. It was weird..

I felt like doing it again.. But why?

I'd gotten so good.. Why was I tempted to cut again?

Ah.. Just don't think.. Just quickly wash your arms and legs, and we'll be done..

I got more soap, washed my body, then washed my hair..

What.

9 in 1 shampoo

How the hell.. 9..? In one..?

Thats- alot- the hell-

Eh.. I guess it's just like that-

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I walked out, I was now in my pajamas- it was the morning, yes, but, I had nothing to do toda-

Oh wait I'm seeing yui

Crap

I quickly went, stole genyas shirt, and put some shorts on

Genya came out, "I'm gonna go have a showe- is that my shirt?"

"No?"

"Bro, you don't even listen to mother mother, and it's 4x too big for you"

"I do, and I like baggy stuff"

Genya went through his drawers, "Hmm? It should be in here, explain that?" He giggled, I smiled, "finee, but I wanna wear it" I said, he chuckled, "sure, I don't mind"

"Anyway, I'm having a shower, then well see yui"

I nodded, and he left

Little while later

Jeez this dude takes long showers- what is he doing, fighting a demon in there? Watching the whole of the harry Potter franchise?

I stood yo, and put my shoes on, hell be back soon, I'm sure of it

"Sorry I took so long, razor broke"

.. Razor?

"Ahh, no worries" I said

Get that shit out of your head, go away, right now

"Well, I guess we go see yui now?" He asked, I nodded, and we headed in our way

"Alright, well, let's go"

We walked in through the hospital, and into yuis room, I sat down close to him, there was a nurse in the room too

"Ohh, hello there muichiro"

I looked over, "Hellooo, is yui okay?" "Yeah no no, he's alright, just cleaning" "Ahh, thank you" "no worries"

She looked over at genya, "Oh, hello, didn't see you" she said, genya smiled and walked through, "I'll give you guys some space"

She then left

"Hello yui" I said, genya tapped my shoulder, "dude, how did your parents tell you guys apart? You are identical-" "aha.. I actually have no clue-" I said, I sat there, for a good while, talking to yui.. It was nice, really nice..

It was close to 40 minutes, and I didn't want to bore genya, who was sitting there.. Probably bored out his mind

"Well, I don't want to bore genya over here, so I'll leave you to be, bye yui" I said, slightly hugging him

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