Was he ever Mine? (Completed)

anxiety

I was confused with his sudden appreciation what was i suppose to say to his words i kept thinking until we reach the place we found our spot and ordered the food it didn't took too long for the food to arrive
I started eating i look up to meet a lost face playing with the food
"First?..." " Yea?" I look at him for few seconds before speaking up
"Eat your food fir" i was confused what to say what he was thinking about so much that he looks so lost
We soon finished eating and went back home weirdly the walk was too awkward it was so unlike us
We reached home and I stepped in behind him "let's sleep..I'm tired"
"But.." Before i could remind him about our plans he left to the room leaving me behind
It was almost a month or 2 that we have not slept over we used to meet but we didn't have sleepover for a long time and he was fine when we met it was first time he was acting like this
I shrugged my thoughts and went inside the room he was already sleeping I went beside him and slept with my back facing him
           

         .....in the middle of the night....

I was half woken up I turned around to find a comfortable spot to sleep in
But when I turned i didn't find first beside me i thought he went to bathroom but after 5 mins he was still not here
I decided to check if everything was ok
I got up from my bed went and stood outside the bathroom "first?" No answer so i decided to open the door he was not in there
I went outside the bedroom to find him but i could not see him that's when I heard heavy breathing i look around and what I saw was definitely not what I wanted to see
There he was sitting down on the ground beside the bed in the little corner breathing heavily
Without wasting a time I ran towards him
"First...what's happening?are u ok ?do u want me to call the doctor?" I was scared this was the first time I was seeing him like this
"Khaotung... Go away ur not suppose to see me like this" he cried..
he tried his best to make me go away but i didn't I pulled him with all my force into my embrace
" Shhh...I'm here first,I'm here for u"
I tried my best to calm him down
It took time but now his breathing was even and he stopped crying i signed him to get up but holding his shoulders and made him sit on the couch I went inside the kitchen and took a glass of water
I sat near him and gave him the water