Love and Trust? || Taekook ||

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"W-why are you d-doing this to me? What do y-you want now? Let go of m-me please." Jungkook spoke in a shaky voice, face void of any emotion.

Honestly he was tired. Tired of expecting everything to be alright. Tired of hoping that Taehyung wants him the same he wants in his life. Tired of everything.

Taehyung pulled away slightly cupping his cold face with his big hands making him look at him in his eyes.

"Never.. if I let you go today too, I will lose myself forever. I'll explain everything to you, trust me once please." He joined their foreheads together without breaking eye contact.

His eyes were glistening with vulnerability and hope that Jungkook couldn't help but lower his eyes. Wordlessly he wrapped his arms around the older's neck burying his face in his chest.

Taehyung didn't waste a second bending down and carrying him in his arms. Jungkook wrapped his legs around Taehyung's waist, hiding his face in his neck.

Taehyung dragged his feet fastly, roaming his eyes in search of a shelter from the rain which was showing no sign of slowing down.

He heaved a breath of relief finding a closed shop. Without any delay he led them to the shop's direction.

Jungkook didn't let go of Taehyung even after reaching there. He just couldn't. He needed to feel Taehyung close to him. He needed to make sure Taehyung was there with him and not going anywhere. He needed Taehyung close to calm the anxiousness of his heart.

Taehyung almost whined when Jungkook got down from his body, leaving his arms longing to hold him back and fill the emptiness.

He gazed at the younger who was avoiding his eyes facing the other side.

"I am fine.. you can go on your d-date now." He gulped, feeling hard to push the words out of his mouth.

Taehyung sighed, taking the smaller boy's soft baby-like hands in his own. "I am not going anywhere. I won't leave you alone like this."

Jungkook bit his lip preventing it from wobbling, teary eyes stared at nothingness.

"I am really f-fine, please go tae please l-leave me alone." He sniffed, pulling his hands out of Taehyung's hold.

He turned his back at Taehyung, hugging himself in protectiveness and comfort.

"Let me explain everything why I wanted to go on a date with someone else." Taehyung requested softly but he shook his head.

"You don't need to explain anything to me. Who am I to you in the first place? It doesn't matter anymore."

Right. Why does it matter to Jungkook? If it doesn't matter to him then why did he run away like that? Why can't he see him going to someone else?

Jungkook left out a yelp suddenly getting turned around by Taehyung who had a blank face.

"Really? It doesn't matter to you. Then should I go to her-" Taehyung didn't even finish when Jungkook cut him in the middle.

"NO! I.. I- m-mean I.." the younger started getting out of breath when he didn't find a suitable answer for his sudden agitated reaction.

Sensing his discomfort Taehyung pulled him closer in his embrace and started rubbing his back soothingly.

"Shh.. calm down.. relax, breath bun.. breath for me."

Taehyung continue to whisper sweet nothing soothing words in Jungkook's ears who couldn't help but to break down in his arms.

"Why Tae? Why now? Why do you want to move on now? You could have done it in these four years when I was away but no, you have to break me over and over again. Do you hate me this much, hyungie?"