Bad Girl (Hikaru x Reader OHSHC)

Chapter 2

        I watch through the window as the teenagers eat lunch. I am sitting at the tree again. It has been a week since I started school and I don't have any friends. I have been avoiding the host club since then. I lean against the trunk of the tree and close my eyes, letting my music become the only thing on my mind. I sit there for a while until I hear the bell ring. I get up and walk to my next class. I ignore everything until the end of the day when I am grabbed by the twins and dragged off. They let me go when we are inside the host club. "What am I doing here?" Haruhi comes up. "You've been avoiding me and the host club."

"Yeah I kind of already knew that." Tamaki disappears to his emo corner? I turn back to Haruhi. "Is that all you wanted to say?" I ask. Haruhi groans. Then she remembers something. "We have to go home. Dad is back from work early and wants to spend time with us." She says while grabbing my wrist and dragging me out of the host club.

We walk home. When I walk inside, my dad is sitting at the couch. I walk past him and walk to my room. I set my backpack on my beanbag and pull my rolly chair from my desk to my tv to watch Fairy Tail (Awesome anime). A light knock is heard from my door. I pause my show, get up and walk to the door. I open it a bit to see Haruhi. "Yes?" Haruhi rolls her eyes. "Dinner is ready and dad wants you to eat with us." I nod and walk out while locking my door. No one is allowed into my sanctuary... No one. I walk to the living room and sit down. I start eating. My dad tries to start a conversation multiple times but fails.

I finish and get up to go back to my room. I go to my canopy bed and fall on it. I drift off into my land of endless nightmares.

-The crappy nightmares that I am terrible at writing ^.^-

Darkness. That is all I can see for miles. The darkness fades into a scene. It is in my house. The me in the scene is going out go get food. A few minutes later, a man comes in and stabs Haruhi and my dad. The scene changes. The next one is the worst of all. The one that haunts me to this day... My mother's death. We were heading to her work because I wanted to see what she did and how she did it. "Hey mommy can I have my toy?" I ask. She smiles a closed eyed smile. "Of course." She turns back to give it to me but it fell and she had to reach down to get it.

Before she could grab it, a car rammed into ours. I was thrown out and into the grass nearby. My mom wasn't able to get out and she ran into a building and died. The scene ended and another started. There was blood everywhere. Haruhi and my dad walk in covered in blood. "All your fault... It was all your fault... We died because you couldn't protect us." I run away. I run into my mother who is also covered in blood. "I am ashamed of you. I died all because you wanted a toy." She shakes her head in disapproval. I run away but run into a dead end and they surround me chanting: "We died because of you." Over and over again.

-End of nightmare (Told you I sucked at writing these)-

I jolt up in my bed. I hold my head for a few minutes. I check the time. "6:43 (Totally random time) Damn. School doesn't start til 9." I get up and get in my outfit from yesterday but with a Skillet shirt instead of Icon For Hire. I wait until it is 8:00 then I start walking to school. Good thing it is Friday.

I walk to class but it was empty. I take a seat at the back of the class by the window. The class starts filling up. The teacher arrives last... and late. "Sorry everyone. I got lost on the path of life. (>.< I'm sorry I had to. Forgive me Senpai.) Ah (Y/N) I see you are joining us in class for once." The teacher looks at me.

"Oh. I can leave. Not like I need to be here anyway. I never asked to go to school. I don't need to learn this shit." The girls start to whisper. Haruhi groans. "Ms. Fujioka! Language!" I smirk. "What? Is English not good enough for you? I could start speaking Chinese if you want." The guys find that hilarious and start laughing. The teacher looked about ready to blow. "(Y/N) office. NOW!" The teacher yelled. "Glad to leave. Just don't expect me to arrive at the office." I say walking away. I could the teacher go insane. Haruhi runs out and stops me before I can walk away. "(Y/N) What is wrong with you?! You shouldn't act like that in school!" Haruhi scolds. "What? Do you want me to be someone I'm not? After mom told us all those times to be yourself no matter what someone else thinks and to go after your dream. What would she think about that?" I yell. "You're asking me that?! I should be asking you that. Mom would be ashamed of you right now." She says the next thing without thinking. "If I were mom, I wouldn't even want you as a daughter!" I freeze. I stop myself from running away.


"You're right. Who would want a daughter that was the reason for her death? One who decides to ingorer her family because she is afraid of them leaving her all alone because she killed the one person who meant the most to them? Because she fears that when they find out, they will leave her all alone to die by herself. Leave her ashamed of what she has done and hating herself because she knows that she could have stopped her death but she didn't. I know I wouldn't. I try so hard to forget what happened but I can't. Every time I look at you, I see mother and I remember what I did. I remember that you will never be able to have a mother anymore because your own sister killed her. I definitely wouldn;t want to be my daughter." I say. "(Y/N)-" I run away before she could finish.

A/N: I know that it is weird for you to have a lot of stuff when you are poor but you will find out why later. (So many secrets! Gah!)