He likes being a father | BL, MTL

Chapter 50: He died

The pain is shielded, and now I am weak and soft, and I should be able to get better after a few days of rest.

After drinking some water, his dry throat became more moisturized, and Xu Ze's eyes were full of softness. He said thank you to He Beiyan.

He Beiyan had a lot to say to Xu Ze, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't seem to know what to say.

"Do you want to recuperate in the hospital or go home?" He Beiyan asked Xu Ze what he meant.

Xu Ze didn't think much about it. No matter how he lived in the hospital, he couldn't live comfortably at home.

"If you can, go back tonight?" Xu Ze's eyes were bright.

"Okay." He Beiyan stroked Xu Ze's face with his palm. The blood on this face was almost gone because of the operation, and He Beiyan's heart was full of pity.

Xu Ze asked He Beiyan to help. He was uncomfortable lying down all the time. He slowly sat up and leaned against the head of the bed. He Beiyan moved extremely cautiously, for fear of pulling on Xu Ze's abdominal wound.

Seeing He Beiyan's slightly twisted brows, Xu Ze said: "Wuye don't need to be so careful, my stomach doesn't hurt much."

Although Xu Ze said this, He Beiyan only thought that Xu Ze was holding it back. He Beiyan had seen the wound. It was a very long one. He Beiyan looked at it when Xu Ze was asleep. He didn't even dare to reach out to touch it. The wound, because of him, Xu Ze became pregnant, and Xu Ze was lying in the delivery room with a scalpel on his stomach. He Beiyan would rather suffer the pain than himself.

He Beiyan held Xu Ze's hand, and the words he was about to say rushed between his lips and teeth, but in Xu Ze's brilliant eyes, He Beiyan stopped.

Silence was spreading, and it took a while for He Beiyan to find courage. He and Xu Ze said, "I know I did a lot of things wrong in the past, and it doesn't make sense to say sorry."

"But now, I hope you know one thing, Xu Ze, I..."

"I love you."

When the simple three words were uttered, He Beiyan's voice was faintly choked, and he quickly controlled his emotions.

"Thank you for giving birth to our baby, and thank you for not transferring your hatred of me to the baby."

"I owe you a lot. Don't worry, I will arrange the future for you and your baby."

"All you need to do is live your life happily."

He Beiyan's eyes filled with tears, and his eyes began to blur, and even Xu Ze's face was about to be seen clearly.

He Beiyan slowed his breathing and suppressed the intense sadness that came out. There was only this fragile moment in his life, and Xu Ze would not be allowed to see his fragile side in the future.

Xu Ze’s heart rippled under He Beiyan’s tears. He felt that perhaps he should respond a little at this time, but suddenly, Xu Ze thought of He Beiyan’s condition. According to the system, He Beiyan only had half a month. What can I do in half a month?

Nothing can be done.

If this is the case, his response to He Beiyan will only make He Beiyan even more reluctant and regretful in the end, which only adds to the pain.

Xu Ze pursed his lips and said nothing.

Seeing Xu Ze's calmness and silence, He Beiyan's desolation deepened, but at the same time he was fortunate that Xu Ze reacted like this, otherwise he might not have the courage to leave for surgery abroad.