Metamorphosis

Willow

I am ready to be greedy,

greedy for the love for the one who is so needy

My stomach is in knots, 

I am giving everything a shot.

"Wow, she's amazing", "We liked what you did!",

"take her she's worth it","it's you".

Praises followed for the heart 

that had been so long hollowed.

"Do they really like me for me?",

A sincere thought .

"I love them all, thank you God".

But with good comes the bad?

"Wow, what a bitch", "What does she think of herself?",

"She is no naive", "stay away from her".

It's funny how the same version of you

is hated and loved at the same time.

For hate? what was my crime?

For love? did something rhyme?

"I am strong", "They don't affect me","maybe I really am different",

Sometimes your happiness covers,

for all that undercovers.

I laugh along with you

but do you really know me?

who is she?

I wonder sometimes.

Flowing so effortlessly like a river,

Has a subtle shimmer.

"You are so pretty, I love you"

"But, I warn you not everyone is real"

I cherished the snakes that poisoned me,

subtly killed the she who was not different from me.

"But, I like them."

Something that anyone addicted to the 

Malevolent potion is bound to say.