UNNECESSARY VIOLENCE - joão félix

𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕-"Let me go!"

- I know you from somewhere.- The blonde said to me, making a confused face.

- Duh! I'm a singer, and I'm popular, anyways. I'm here with my friends, and boyfriend. Also going to the game tomorrow. See ya there, yeah?- I forced a smile and came back to my friends, who looked at me in confusion.

- What the hell was that Ella?- Mason asked.

- I'm sick of them, especially her. Did you know that.- I was about to tell them about last night and how João and her literally fucked in their house, but remembered what he asked me before we left.

- Did we know what?- Darcy repeated my question and raised her brow.

- I've got another song! Yeah that's what I wanted to ask.- I awkwardly answered her question and took a sip of my drink.

They seemed to believe me, because the next second we were talking about it. We came back to the hotel right before the trainings.

The rest of the day was boring. I spent most of it in my room, trying to write some lyrics. It wasn't going well so I decided to go for a walk around the hotel.

Trent and Marcus went to practice and took Darcy and Mason with them. I didn't want to do that, so I stayed. I was quite tired as well.

After we came back from the breakfast, I changed back into my sweatpants and changed my shoes to uggs again. I wanted to be comfortable.

The whole hotel was really boujee and beautiful. I felt like I was in a palace. As I walked around the place, I found a beautiful garden.

I decided to check it out and think about stuff there. There's been so many things happening recently, it truly was exhausting.

I sat down on a bench and took out my phone to check my messages. I saw one from the person I never expected a text from.

João Félix ladies and gentlemen.

I glared down at my phone and read the message, answering:

Soon enough my phone started buzzing. I picked up the call and brought my phone to my ear. I furrowed my brows and waited for him to say something.

- Do you know where's Magui by any chance? She hasn't been answering my calls.- He asked.

I felt the anger build in me. I thought that he'd at least ask me if i'm good or even i'd rather have him ask if the rumors about Marcus and I are true.

But this was way too far. I was pissed. I knew exactly where with who, and why wasn't she answering her phone.

- Why the fuck would I know that? I'm not her friend, I don't even follow her on instagram João! Call your other friends who actually care about her too.- I snarled and hang up on him.

I took a few deep breaths in and walked back to my room. Somehow I started having so many ideas for lyrics. It made me mad how every time i'd have no clue what to write, a short talk would give me them.

I focused on my work until my boyfriend came back. It was around 6 p.m, so we decided to order room service than go to a restaurant again.

Around midnight, I had so many thoughts rushing through my mind I felt a strong need to tell someone about them. The only person I could talk to at that moment was Trent.

I made my way to his room, not waking up Marcus, and walking inside when he let me in. He seemed confused but not tired.

- Why are you awake?- I asked.

- Couldn't sleep, why are you?

- Same thing. Look I need to talk to you about something.- I continued, sitting on his bed.

- Listen I don't think it's the right time for you to.- He couldn't finish his sentence, because of someone interrupting.

I looked at the person, walking out of the bathroom with my eyes widened and brows furrowed. It was fucking João. Here in Italy! I could't believe it.

- You've got to be kidding me, Trent.- I spoke through my teeth tightened and gave him an angry look.

- I can't not help! I'm sorry El.- He apologised, but I just smirked and stood up, making my way to the door.

Before I could leave, I felt João taking my wrist and gripping it. I couldn't go anywhere.

- Let me go!- I tried to break free out of his grip, but he was too strong.

I felt tears filling up my eyes, but I didn't want neither of my friends to see it. Especially him.

- Let me tell you something first, and i'll let you go.- He spoke while making strong eye contact with me.

- Fuck you. I don't wanna hear shit from you!- I yelled as he let go off me.

I ran out of their room and went back to mine. I cried when I came back, waking up my boyfriend. He immediately got out of bed and hugged me tightly.

Trent lied to me, João only spoke to me if it was for his own good, and I was stuck in the middle of a school drama that involved my ex and Magui.

I was so tired, and it was just the beginning.

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