Prolouge

1 1 0
                                    

"How do you often experience those nightmares?" I've decided to visit Mr. Brail, my mom recommended me to psychiatrist kasi minsan nakikita daw nila akong tulala and it worried them. Sa una, tinanggihan ko kasi alam ko kung kelangan ko ba talaga ng isang psychiatrist. It's on me, alam ko kung mentally unstable ako or not pero mapilit si mama.

My credit card has been confiscated and she didn't even bother giving me allowance kasi hindi na daw ako nakikinig sa kanya. I wish I had some freedom to decide at least with my mental behaviour.

"Since one of my classmate died." Memories keep chasing me and I think that's one of the reason why I'm not on myself lately. Siguro tama nga si mama, na kailangan ko talaga to.

"Are you closed to that person? Bestfriend mo?" Axle's dead body, blood, her eyes wide open and her last word flash backs on my mind that instant.

"Help me Danie, I don't really know what to do now. Kung hindi moko tutulungan magpapakamatay ako!"  My hands trembled, my vision becomes blurry, it feels like I had been taken back to the time Axle's asking for my help and I didn't do anything to help her.

"Are you okay, Ms. Avanzado?" Tumayo si Mr. Brail dahil sa pagnginig ng kamay ko't pagputla ng bibig ko. Past keep hunting me na parang kahapon lang ito nangyari.

Hindi ko man lang magawang sagutin ang taong nasa harap ko dahil naririnig ko na naman sya. Ang paghingi nya ng tulong, ang mga hikbi niya at mga tawa nya sa tuwing masaya sya. Axle, please stop.

Naririnig Mo Ba Sila?Where stories live. Discover now