I forgive you.
I forgive you even most of my days I missed you
I forgive you even if you're not calling me not even once
I forgive you even though you choose to let me go that easily
I forgive you when you only wants the best for me
I forgive you even though you're scared and not ready for commitment
I forgive you for not giving me the things I demand
I forgive the times when we have it all
I forgive you for giving me only bare minimum even though I know you prioritize your career and building up your starting business
I forgive you for only doing small amounts and sending songs you write for me
I forgive you and understand why you never even said or chat the word L to me
I forgive you even you gave me more heartaches than butterflies
I forgive you for choosing me despite of all the chaos that cause you
I forgive you for staying on my side and still,giving me courage to keep going
I forgive you for what you've been through on my side
I forgive you for being childish and selfish but that is when I realize how important i am to you
I forgive you for being persistent to meet me in spite of my oh so called friends before are being chaotic
I forgive your friends too for not liking me and I knew it all along because they only want you to be safe
I forgive you for showing how much I appreciated and special in your eyes
I forgive your laugh and smile when you're chitchat with me I hope I really gave you sanity like you've said to me that night and making you laugh is a win win for me
I forgive the night we spent together talking and changing voicemails
I forgive those days when I miss you the most and like a paranoid child who've always think of her precious doll she left in a room when you are busy working
I forgive the night of our biggest fight
I forgive you getting back with your ex that dawn
I forgive you for being coward to face me
I forgive you for not choosing me in the end
I forgive myself too for liking you that much
I forgive all the months I had so many sleepless days & sleep deprived make it even worst
I forgive the broken promises
I forgive all the chances we can get to talk or even meet
I forgive my mind for keep thinking about it or you rather
I forgive today for thinking your post is still about me when most days when we talk are not really related with me
I forgive you when you found someone who you really want to be with
I forgive and forget what we had
I forgive until it's not getting hurt anymore
I forgive myself for still wishing you think about me too
I forgive you for acting like it's nothing when I was the one who insisted that
I forgive myself for choosing the righteous over my own pleasure even if it pains a lot than I could never imagine
I forgive myself for being so concerned about my status
I forgive myself for thinking too much
I forgive myself for everything
I forgive myself for not hating you not even once or a little
I forgive our situation and I must forgive that night I went just to see you performed
I forgive the smile,gaze and your voice when you calling out my name
I forgive you darling I forgive you.
🤍 September 27,2023 🤍
2:28pm
