The Favor

One

"I need a favor."

My stepbrother James doesn't look up from his game as he grunts, "what?"

"I need you to have sex with me," I rush out.

There's a palpable silence as James slowly puts his game controller down and turns to me, "you want me to what?" He asked, dumbfounded.

Taking a breath I repeat myself, "I want you to take my virginity."

His mouth opens and closes a few times before he finally gets out, "but- I'm your brother!"

"Step brother," I remind him. "No blood relation and it's not like we are exactly close so it won't mess up what little relationship we have. And besides, isn't this like every boys fantasy? To fuck their stepsister?"

"Well yeah but.. it's not like we ever expect it to happen," he says softly.

"Well now you you have the chance," I tell him. "And this weekend is perfect, we'll have the house to ourselves until Sunday."

He runs a hand through his dark shaggy hair, "why me? Why now?"

"Well, as you know I'm going to college in a few months. But, I haven't had the opportunity to do what most high school kids do on a regular basis- sex. At least not with anyone I trust and that's why I'm asking you," I rush out.

The room is silent for a long moment before James finally speaks, "if I do this, what exactly are you wanting?"

"What do you mean?"

"Do you just want a fuck? Or do you want the forplay, the fucking and the aftercare? Is it just a one time thing doing basic missionary or do you want to fuck on every surface of the house and get your back blown out? What is it that you're looking for?" He asks again.

His words stun me for a moment, I hadn't expected him to get so in depth with his questions. "I guess... all of it?"

"All of it?" He asks softly. "You're going to be sore."

"I can handle it," I tell him. "Does that mean you'll do it?"

He sighs, "against my better judgement, yes, I'll do it."

Relief fills me, "thank you James, really."

"When do you want to do this?"

I bit my lip for a moment, thinking. "Well, the parents have already left, so maybe an hour to get ready? Around 8?"

He nods slightly, "ok, see you then."

I give him an awkward salute, "see you then."

Leaving his room and going into mine, I'm suddenly hit with the realization that this was actually happening; I was going to have sex tonight and quite possibly all weekend.

Suddenly panic sets in.

What if it's too awkward and he can't do it?
What if he's disappointed in me, or worse, I'm disappointed with him? Sure it was my first time but I hadn't even considered that maybe it would be his too. But he's been to college, so surely he's had lots of sex.

Looking at the time I realize it was slowly creeping towards 8 and I was running out of time to prepare. Jumping in the shower I wash my hair and body, and do a quick shave of my legs, pits and important bits.

Once done I dry off and go to my dresser, trying to figure out what to wear. I have one nightgown that could possibly pass for lingerie, some sleep pants and shirts, or if I wanted to be really bold I could just wear nothing. But in the end I decided my best bet was the nightgown, at least it would be easy access if James didn't want to get completely naked.

Throwing it on, I hesitate before deciding that no underwear would be best, again for the easy access. Looking at the clock I'm relieved to see that I have almost twenty minutes left, so I open my laptop and do some googling until it's time.

My legs shake slightly as I walk over to James's room and I'm glad that his door was open. I'm not sure what I'd do if it was closed and he didn't answer. He's sitting on his bed in loose boxers and a gray almost skin tight shirt. He looks up from his phone when I knock softly on his doorframe.

"Hi," I say, suddenly feeling shy.

He looks me over as he says, "hey."

An awkward silence fills the room until finally I ask, "so.. should we get to it?"