For the first time in three years
I took you and held you to my skin
You comfort coursing trough my veins
I thought once was enough
But you felt so good
I had to do again
and again
and again
I watched as thin red lines appeared
Calming me
My heart ached at the progress that was all gone now
But my brain felt so so much lighter
I set you into a drawer, where no one would find
And I've thought about you ever since then.
