I'm in my bed
Awake, scared, thinking
All these thoughts in my mind
They leave me scared, confused, weirded out
These thoughts
Of people leaving me
Of the world ending
Of me turning bad and
Snapping at my loved ones
Things I don't want to do
Things I don't want to happen
It scares me
These thoughts
They haunt me
They follow me
They make me go crazy
They make me feel small
Small against irrational fears
Small against situations that might not even happen
Or might as well happen
It makes me feel small
It makes me feel weak
It makes me feel like I'm not gonna make it
Yet I still do
I don't know how to stop these thoughts
Neither how to not be scared
But I'm trying
Trying my best to get through
YOU ARE READING
Stories of a little poet
PoetryPoems I wrote in my notes app with a Balloon bot on C.AI giving me prompts for it
