Short stories of Anidita ❤️

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Bon : patibabu humari shaadi ko 8 saal ho gaye hume ghar chode hue 5 saal ho gaye......lekin kya aapne kabhi bhi ek pal ke liye bhi mujhe apni patni maana hai kya......nahi na.....arey aapko toh mera aapko patibabu bulana bhi pasand nahi tha......aapne mujhe kabhi apni patni maana hi kaha hai.....ek pal ke liye bhi nahi.....aapko pata hai jab aurto ko apne pati ki lambi umar ke liye vrat karte hue dekhti thi na toh humesha sochti thi ki shayad ek din main bhi kar pau...... mujhe bhi woh haq mile par kabhi nahi mila.....main jab bhi aapse iss baare mein baat karti thi toh aap baato ko ghuma dete the......aapne mujhe kabhi vrat nahi rakhne diya chahe mera kitna bhi mann ho......aapne humesha yehi kaha ki humara rishta alag hai.....hume yeh sab karne ki zarurat nahi hai......aur main bhi apne dil par patthar rakh kar maan jaati thi kyuki aapko naraz karke main kuch nahi karna chahti thi.......

Lekin sach toh yeh tha ki aap nahi chahte the ki main aapki patni bann kar aapke liye kuch karu.....

Aapko pata hai meri kai saheliya hai jo na apni shadi ki salgirah manate hai.......main humesha yehi sochti thi ki mujhse aisi kya galti ho gayi jo aap mere saath salgirah bhi nahi mana sakte......humari pehli salgirah par jab maine aapko wish kiya tha toh aap naraz ho gaye the.....par kya aapne ek baar bhi yeh socha ki ek 13 saal ki bacchi jo shadi ke sahi maayne bhi nahi jaanti uske liye salgirah matlab khelna kudna khana......bass....yehi toh chahti thi.....par nahi...... kabhi aisa nahi laga.....har salgirah par aapko wish karna chahti thi......aapke liye na gifts bhi liye the par kabhi dene ki himmat nahi hui......lekin humesha ek ummid bani rehti thi ki shayad kam se kam ek baar aap mujhe humari shadi ki salgirah par wish kare......pura din intezar karti thi par jaise hi din khatam hota tha woh ummid bhi khatam ho jaati thi.......

Agar aapke bass mein hota toh aap kabhi mujhe apna naam bhi nahi dete......lekin woh aapko majboori thi.......mujhe patni maan na aapki majburi thi...... school aur college mein mujhe apna naam dena aapki majburi thi.......

Pehle mujhe lagta tha ki shayad inn sab mein sachme meri bhalai chupi hui hai par jab shaadi ke sahi maayne samjhe.....badi hui toh toot si gayi.....yeh soch kar ki apne jis biristra babu par mujhe garv hota tha ki woh sabse alag hai woh bhi waise hi nikle...... jinke liye shadi ka matlab sirf sharirik sambandh(physical relationship) hai......

He looked down in shame on himself.......

Bon : aree jab hum saath mein kahi nikalte bhi the na toh aap mujhse do gaz ki duri banake chalte the taaki logo ko aisa na lage ki pati patni saath nikle hai.....itni buri toh nahi thi na.....kya galti thi meri....meri umar meri galti thi......kabhi kabhi sochti hu kaash main aapki hi umar ki hoti......

Aapne mere liye bohot kuch kiya hai patibabu.....aaj main zinda bhi hu na toh aapke wajah se.....aaj main jiss mukam par hu aapki wajah se......aap meri puri duniya hai.....aap mere liye na sirf iss samaj se lade balki apne pariwar se bhi lade.....mere liye ghar chod diya.....din raat mehnat ki..... mujhe kabhi kisi chiz ki kami nahi hone di......aur main garv se kehti hu sabse ki barrister Anirudh Roy Chowdhury mere pati hai......dugaa maa agar mujhe 100 baar bhi puchegi na toh bhi main har Janam mein aapko hi apna pati chunugi........lekin pata nahi woh darja de paungi ya nahi......

Aap bhi bataiye jab hum kabhi patni patni the hi nahi toh aap mujhse pyar kaise kar sakte hai......woh bhi ek patni ki haisiyat se.......I am sorry patibabu agar meri baato ne aapko hurt kiya ho.....lekin abhi filhal main aapke iss I love you ka koi jawab nahin de sakti......kyuki main khud nahi jaanti......I am sorry.......

She ran out of the room.......

He broke down in tears.......

Ani : itna sabkuch tha meri Bondita ke mann mein lekin main kabhi samajh hi nahi paaya.......waise toh humesha kehta hu bondita ka dard uske chehre se padh sakta hu toh itna sab kaise nahi dekh paaya..... kaise uska dard nahi samjh paaya......sach kaha usne......maine usse kabhi importance di hi nahi......I am sorry Bondita.....!!!!!! Lekin main sab thik karke hi rahunga......Kasam hai mujhe apne pyaar ki......!!!!!!!

Bondita came in kitchen and broke down in tears......

Bon : yeh sab pata nahi kyu kaha maine.....??? I am sorry patibabu..... shayad itne saalo ka dard ek saath....... dugga maa please mujhe sahi raasta dikhaiye...... please......

Both didn't slept whole night......

Sleep was far away from their eyes........

Finally the sleep took over them due to tiredness.......!!!!!