3 years of loving you

Chapter three

While i was wating for my sundo i saw Jay and his friends sat on the chairs infront of me, ang ingay nila tawa ng tawa jusko. I was really thinking a lot of things tas may bigla ako nakita... he looks familiar..

Jacob? From sa mall?!

What is he doing here?

I saw him walking up to Jay! What the heck!

"Jay lets go" he said while looking at his phone. "Wait kuya i'll fix my things." Sabi ni Jay, i saw Jacob look at me and gave me a sweet smile. Napatunot yung noo ko doon, he chuckled.

What? Kuya? Are they related to each other?
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Later on i found out na may brother pala si Jay. Sabi saakin ni Maddy, which is si Jacob! Kaya pala famillar yung face niya, 3 years ko na crush si Jay pero i didn't know na may isa pa siyang sibling.

Habang nag susulat ako i heard a Notifikation kaya tinignan ko, it was from instagram

jacob.devera_ started following you..

What the fuck?

I just followed him back and continued studying. I couldn't get my mind of Jay for some reason, i want to stop myself from liking him. Pero di ko talaga kaya, ang hirap mag mahal sa taong hindi ka mamahalin.

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Pag bukas ko ng pintuan nakita ko yung mga classmates ko nag papanic.

"Anong nangyari?" Tanong ko at lunapit sakanila. "Nahimatay si Rina!" Sabi ng classmate ko.

"Ha? Ipunta niyo na sa clinic! Angelo buhatin mo si Rina!" Sabi ko sakanila, "Kami na lang ni Angelo pupunta ng clinic diyan na lang kayo." Sabi ko sa mga classmates ko at pumunta na kami ng clinic ni Angelo.

Nung nakarating na kami sa clinic sabi saakin ng advisor ko na papuntahin ko dito si Jay. Ayoko sana i-message si Jay, pero kailangan talaga eh.

Me: Jay punta ka daw dito, nahimatay si Rina

Jay: otw na

After 5 minutes nakarating na si Jay, "Rina okay ka lang?" Tanong ni Jay, "ah yes kuya Jay." Sabi ni Rina. They are cousins nga pala...

"Jay" tawag ko sakanya pero di man lang siya lumingon o nag salita... i want to ask him about our project in Science.

"Jay" still no reaction..

"Jay" i made my voice a little louder, "ano ba nanaman kailangan mo?" He asked, i know he is annoyed with me.

I just smiled and shook my head, then left. Tangina ang sakit...

Mahirap ba hindi ako ganonin?

Mahirap ba ako mahalin pabali...?