Just the way you are- Leah Williamson

We'll try until it works

It was kind of weird to see her with Jordan, but that's none of my business anymore
Beth: "Would you like another drink Elena?"
Elena: "..."
I just stared on the photo
Viv: "Elena"
I looked up and saw a brunette who was probably our waitress
I looked at her and didn't get a sound at first
Elena: "N-No"
and then stuttered great Elena
Beth: "I'll have another water please"
The waitress smiled at me and left
Beth: "What was that?" she said, laughing
Viv: "Someone must have forgotten how to talk"
Elena: "What do you mean?"
Viv: "Your flirting skills were better then"
Beth: "Fr"
Elena: "I don't even want to flirt with her"
Viv:"come on you're single have fun"
Elena: "yes no let me wait" I said laughing
Beth: "Another 2 months?"
viv:"come on either you get her number or i'll do it for you"
Elena:,,no leave it viv"
Then the waitress came with the glass of water for Beth
Viv:,,Hey quick question my friend over there thinks you're really pretty, she is a bit introverted, could she have your number?"
I hid my face behind my hands
Waitress: "I was hoping you would ask"
this is so uncomfortable
She gave me her number and I smiled at her and said thank you
Beth paid and we left
Viv: "You see, it wasn't that difficult, was it?"
Elena: "I didn't want her number at all, You know what's going on between me and Jana right now, I don't want to ruin it"
I said
Viv: "Yeah... you're happy to see her again... now that you're both at Arsenal it's going to be a little easier."
Elena: "yeah I'm looking forward to her, I just hope Leah doesn't ruin it"
(Leah never ruined it, I just try to forget her)
Beth: "Leah never ruined it, your feelings FOR leah ruined it"
Elena: "okay okay enough let's just go back"
We then went to the camp in the chill room because jonas is about to announce the allocation of rooms
I hope I'm with Jana (I Hope im with Leah) fuck this Little noise in the back of my head that always says Leah,Leah And Leah
We came through the door and everyone was already there
Jonas: "Hello ladies, you're the last ones"
Beth: "The best comes at the end"
Jana then came running and I hugged her tightly
Jana: "I would really like to kiss you right now"
she whispered in my ear
I just laughed at that
Elena: ,,cool"
Super flirty Elena HAHAHAHA
I felt Leah's side eye through my veins
We sat in something like a circle

Leah's Pov

The fact that Jana is with us now makes things 30 times worse
How can she replace me so easily without any ulterior motive?
As they whispered in each other's ears...
Elena's hand around her waist
I'm getting deja vu
And I hate that I still have so many feelings for her
But it's my fault that she's with Jana right now
I broke up with her
but also just because i needed a break from everyone...
Truly of all, Jordan helped me get through it, she encouraged me to believe in my feelings for Elena and keep hoping

Elenas Pov

Fun fact I'm in a room with Leah
it could always be worse
Ughhhhh I don't want to But somehow im glad
Why does the universe always want Leah
I got our key and then I went to Leah
I mean we are friends, there is no bad blood between us
Elena: "Hello Roomie"
Leah: "Hey"
she said and smiled at me, she honestly didn't look good....well...she always looks good but just very broken
Elena: "You okay with that, we can certainly tell Jonas if you have a problem with that" I said, smiling
Leah: "No...no, I'm fine with that"
Elena: "yeah, we also have a room at the top, which means it's always a little workout"
Leah: "They don't have an elevator here?"
Elena: "Leah, we're not in a 5-star hotel here," I said, laughing
Leah: "Yes you are right"
Elena: "Let me take your suitcase before you get another cramp here"
she knows exactly what I mean by that
The last time we were roomies, it took her half an hour to bring her suitcase upstairs and she had several cramps in her calves
Leah: "That's not funny, that was a year ago"
Elena: "One year changes nothing"
Leah: "I don't know, a lot has changed for me this year"
I looked at her and then looked at the floor
Elena: "but maybe changes are good"