Noelle PoV
Sunday 7th March 2021
Last night I went to bed pretty upset
I trust Jadon with my whole heart but all his friends are single and it only takes one of them to influence him into something
But I don't think they would do such things
And I know Jadon had a lot more common sense than that
But I was genuinely overthinking everything by the videos on his friends social media Jadon wasn't doing anything just enjoying himself
This morning I was already awake and I was just staring at the wall I felt Jadon turn around and hug me from behind
He placed a couple of kisses on my cheeks before he looked at me
"Morning baby" he says in his sleepy voice
How am I meant to be mad at him when he is making my knees weak
"Morning" i mumbled
"Please don't tell me that you are still mad" he says
I shrugged my shoulders
"Noelle baby, how will we ever work if you don't trust me?" He asked
"What do you mean trust you? I do trust you but this is only our second or third argument about jealousy" i say to him
"It's not that I don't trust you Jadon,
I have given you my whole heart and you haven't broken it and that's is pure trust,
However I feel more mad at your friends
They are all single when you are out with them they are all going to be talking to girls and leaving you by yourself" i say to him
"And I'm happy by myself when that happens, Noelle you run through my head all day everyday there is not a moment in my day were I genuinely don't think about you. I know how I felt before when we didn't speak when we was younger and I'm not willing to go through that again" he says
"I know" I say now feeling a little worse
"I love you" he says looking deep in my eyes
"I love you too" i replied
Me and Jadon then got out of bed and we started getting dressed to hang around by the pool
"I will be downstairs" jadon says
"Okay" I say
Jadon went downstairs and I was sorting my bikni out I then walked out of my room
And started walking downstairs
"She's just mad" i heard Jadon say
"Why though?" Chibz asked
"Because you are all single and I'm not
She said that yous can influence me into things" Jadon says
"Bruh, we love you together so why would we influence you into shit" chibz says
I wanted to go back upstairs but I was nearly at the bottom
I walked into the kitchen where all the boys where and I got a cold bottle of water out of the fridge and I went outside
I then sat on the edge of the pool with my legs in the water I started applying sunscreen to my arm before reading my book
After reading the first page of my book someone came and sat next to me
"Hey" chibz says
"Hi" I replied still reading my book
"Can we talk?" He asked
"Yep" i say closing my book and putting it at the side of me
"Listen I want to apologise, I invited all the girls on the yacht yesterday when Jadon found out he wasn't exactly happy but I told him that they wasn't going to bother him but the whole time he sat by himself away from them till we went on jet skis" chibz explains
"I know he said all this and I trust him but it's just the thought of other girls around him" i say
"I understand, but we all love you both as a Couple you make Jadon so happy and we would never let him hurt you" he says
And I smiled at him
