Noelle pov
Monday 2015
I am now at home, I arrived back home in Kennington late last night and I went straight to bed. At Jadons games, Jadon was substituted on early due to a player being injured
Jadon played amazing on Saturday, playing the way he would in the cages or on the street. But now playing more professional sort off, in bigger stadium and bigger on pitches
But there was something that was playing on my mind way more than I expected...
And that was what Tj was saying to me on match day
I mean every he was saying I agree for instance If me and Jadon got together now
He would not be able to go and able to explore other girls
I know it sounds crazy
'Explore other girls' but it is the true. Me and Jadon are just young and we can not be running around each other
I was then taken out of my thoughts by my mom opening my door
"Hey baby girl,are you not getting up?"
She asked me
"Yeah I will In a minute" i reply giving her a smile
My mom closed my door and I got out of bed, I made my sheets then I jumped into the shower and changed my clothes and went downstairs to the kitchen where my mom was making a curry for tonight
"Hi mama" i say learning against the counter
"Hi baby, how was Manchester? How was Jadon? Oh and the game!" She asked
"Manchester was good, Jadon is good too and Jadon played really well" i say to her
"That is good, you and Jadon okay?" She asked will measure some seasoning in a small bowl
"Yeah, mama there is something playing in my head" i say to her
"Okay wanna talk about it?" She asked now chopping an onion
"Well basically I went to Jadons game with Tj and we was sitting there and he basically asked what was going on with me and Jadon and I replied I am not sure we are just friends and the sleeping together was a one time thing" I say
Mhm she mumbled
"And basically Tj turned around and said to me that me and Jadon should not get together yet as we are still young
And that we should wait!
Which I 100 percent agree but I do not know why it is playing on my mind so much" I explain to my mom
She turned around and looked at me
"Baby be honest with me,
Do you love him?" My mom asked me
"I am not sure,he makes me feel some type of way, I feel happy, I find myself always thinking about him and smiling and blushing when I hear his name...
Bruh I sound so dumb" I say looking at the floor
"Baby look at me" my mom say
" you are in love with him but I definitely agree with Tj you need to experience the world a little more"
"Yeah I guess I am! And I agree with Tj too
I want Jadon to be able to explore other people cause if we get into a relationship now he may hurt me" i say too my mom
"Indeed anyways have you not got work?my mom asked me
"No I cancelled this morning I got home well late last night!
Have you not got work?" I asked her
"Nope I took a day off" she says
"Okay mama we are going out
I wanna spoil you" I say smirking at her
"But I am busy making this for dinner for tonight" she complains
"Well finished that then we are leaving"
I say smiling
