songfic tcf

people

it's been a week since cale had sang and there's waiting for him to meet this old friend of him but they noticed that's he never met anyone besides their family.

they were currently visiting the henituse family when a old rumors was heard

"i always wondered why the young master cale was trash beside the rumors how did it start?"

"... i.. i don't know but at least the duke try to reason with him when he started right?"

choi han and the kids average 9 years old who happened to hear the conversation between the two decided to ask later on.

"cale-nim can we ask it went the first time you drank?" choi han decided to ask this way because he may not get answers if he directly ask is relationship with his father at that time.

ron who was serving cale his lemonade could not hide his surprise. but while he think about it, his puppy young master just started drinking and become more violent at that's time. he was also curious how is cale at that time.

to say wasn't shocked at that question was a lie, he didn't expect anyone to care what had happened in his point of view, well more like kim rok so but they often talked about the past. so he knew how he felt.

"why do you want to know?"
he asked warily he need to know the reason for this

"i wanna know human past!" said raon he knew choi han was bad at lying so but he was also curious, he is a dragon after all he seek answer for his curiosity

cale stare at them for a couple of seconds and sink back into the couch when they were about to ask he started humming as if he was about to sing so they let him

Oh

they notice that he let his emotions more easily through a song so they don't know what to expect and just listen to what will happen

I've been drinking more alcohol for the past 5 days

did he means that he increase the amount each day at first? they didn't know it was just the start they can't come to a conclusion

Did you check on me?
Now did you look for me?

he was waiting for the reaction of someone.. for this person to care?
ron doesn't understand was it him or...

I walked in the room
Eyes are red
And I don't smoke banga

he cried is that what he meant eye are red?..ron doesn't knows what to feel he didn't even notice this and he was with him most of the time.

Did you check on me?
Now did you notice me?

'he really wants someone to notice him, was he ignored?' on can't help but come to this conclusion

Nobody will know the paranoia
'Cause I put a smile on my face

paranoia? did he have this with them too and nobody noticed they must have some signs...

A facade you can never face
And if you don't know me, well, well oh
You won't see how buried I am inside my grave
Inside my grave

what?!... does that's mean he tries to kill himself?... why? can't they help him see the beauty of being alive..?

'Cause you see people
People, people, people

was it because of a rumors? some people? they need to do some cleaning.

Don't really know you
They don't really know you

is it how they created that rumors, they just saw him drinking once and assumed. now they really needed to who started this.

'Cause you see people
People, people
They don't really know you
They don't really know you

it is true no one really knew him not even ron and it hurts him to just go along with it. those rumors he turned a blind eye till he forgot the kid full of innocence he served

I've been drinking more alcohol for the past five days
Did you check on me?

ron did not he knew himself that he didn't but the duke, count then didn't either, he was a kid without proper supervision.

Now did you look for me?

they kept him under watch but they didn't do anything other than that, as the adults they should have console him about his reasons and find a solution.

I walked in the room
Eyes are red
And I don't smoke banga
Did you check on me?
Now did you notice me?

they didn't none did
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(holy) isn't say by cale because he is an atheist, i just let it in the lyrics
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Oh, (holy) father
Oh (holy) father I dey try fo hold my head
I say make you no leave me diko

he wanted his father to pay attention to him, to show an ounce of care for him they now understand he was testing if his father did what he was supposed to..

the kids are shocked, there father wanted his own father care and had go drinking just to see if he cared and it seems like he didn't because the rumors grow to the point it came a well known fact that cale henituse was a trash.

Oh (holy) father
Yeah
Oh, make you try fo understand
Yahoo girl no dey for here
'Cause you see people
People
People
People don't really know you
They don't really know you
'Cause you see people
People
People
They don't really know you
They don't really know you

cale stopped singing after noticing the glommy atmosphere around the 5 people in the room with him

ron was looking guilty and caressing his dagger while choi han was holding the tilts of his sword, the children were looking at the floor guilt over their faces.

"... it's the past no need to worry i'm fine"

cale couldn't understand why there are feeling guilty at something like that, he knew that ron was there during the whole life of cale henituse but for the other he couldn't understand, what could they do they weren't here at that's time.

so he tried to erase theirs guilt by remembering them that the past is past and nothing can be done to change that.

ron, choi han, on, hong and raon on their side can't believe that he discard his feelings once again but decided to stay silent the next meeting for cale henituse health will be held tomorrow they could say the clue they discovered and made a plan to make him feel better then.

right now their mission is to distract cale from whatever thoughts he have to hurt himself.

cale feel like there's was a misunderstanding when he sees the determination in their eyes.