𝗚𝗟𝗨𝗘 𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗚 ᵉˡˡᶤᵉ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ

⌠16⌡

'sure. maybe we can go outside and walk ?' you suggest, hoping that maybe it will put some distance. this kind of conversation about feelings and intimacy is never simple. you suddenly feel nervous, a ball of anxiety invading your stomach.

she smiles and stands up. the bedsheet doesn't follow her, it falls right on the bed. she is totally naked. there are marks on her body, sunburns. she makes noises as she stretches. you stand up too, almost regretting because you were so comfortable, but the feeling of the cold ground under your feet is nice. you stand naked and show her your naked back. she looks shamelessly at your ass. it is perfect. you are perfect, actually. it takes her a second to walk behind you and wrap her arms around your waist. her mouth kisses your neck a few times before her head falls on your shoulder.

'fuck, you smell so good' her whimper makes you blush, makes you feel a heat going from your brain down to your belly. her hands explore your neck and your chest. she squeezes your breast, deeply breathing in against your ear. she can't control it, the desire. as soon as she woke up, she needed to be close to you, to feel you. you also share this desire. you can't even lie to yourself when you realize how wet you already are when she puts her hand on your neck, her long fingers caressing your jaw.

maybe the talking can wait a little longer. making out is way better than talking. it is efficient, it shows how real and mutual the attraction is. so, fuck the morning breath and fuck your sleepy face. she needs you just as much as you need her. you face her to grab her face and let your lips crash on hers. your naked bodies collide and move in perfect harmony. you gently push her to the giant bed, but ellie has another plan: the wall, the exact one from yesterday. she is only satisfied when she feels that you can't take another step back, when your back meets the cold wall, right next to the door. you shiver. her mouth moves on yours clumsily, she leaves wet kisses on your lips and the corner of your mouth. your hands directly move to her hair, her auburn hair reminding you of autumn. her finger traces your back down to your ass before grabbing it slowly but firmly, making your asscheeks spread. she teases you by letting her finger wander near your naked cunt. she touches the inside of your thighs, up and down repeatedly without even knowing if you were possibly wet. but you are wet, of course you are. you have felt this pain that you begin to love between your thighs when she started to kiss your neck. you deeply, roughly kiss her back. sometimes your tongue wants to explore her mouth. ellie gladly lets you do it. it is turning you on so bad that you can't think straight.

two knocks on the door scare you and you get away from her immediately. you can't tell if you were scared of the knocks, or scared of being caught kissing ellie. kissing a girl. as if kissing her is a bad thing.

'are you guys awake ?' dina's voice echoes through the hallway. the tension between you and ellie is palpable. there is a mix of annoyance and arousal in the air. you can feel her breath on your neck, her eyes burning into yours.

'yeah yeah we are coming' ellie yells, and dina can tell that she hides something. there has always been something in ellie's voice when she lies, something that screams 'i'm guilty !'. usually, when she lies, her whole face turns red, her eyes widen as if she is surprised she has been caught and she talks louder than necessary. you find her cute, that is why you start to laugh.

ellie looks at you for a second 'oh my god, this is not funny !' she whispers at your face. 'she is going to annoy me with questions later'

you are sure she will.

dina's footsteps fade away as she walks down the hallway, retreating into the distance. ellie's grip on your wrist tightens for a moment before she releases you, her eyes smoldering with a mix of frustration and desire. she leans against the wall, panting slightly, her chest rising and falling in a way that makes you want to reach out and touch her. but you know you can't, not yet. not until you're sure you can handle what all this might mean.