Chapter 1

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"Making my way downtown with my bitch she's gonna make me a sandwich " I yelled as I ran down the hall with my dog dragging behind me.

I walked into the kitchen and sat on the counter. My dog stared at me and just walked off. Bish wtf?

"Aye get your hairy self over here and make me that sandwich I was just singing about." I told her as I chased her into my room.

I was sitting on the floor eating my sandwich I made for myself when there was a slight knock on the door. I looked up and found my uncle, Max, standing at the door.

"Hey Max. " I said running up to him giving him a great big hug.

He hugged me back but his hug didn't feel very tight. Right because he knew he would be squeezing my body and it is full of scars.

"Hey Liza just came by to give you some extra money since you said you needed to go to L.A. for the weekend " he said handing me about $150 .

"Thanks Max and yeah I need to go because a friend and her family are going and she didn't wanna get bored " I answered sweetly.

"Okay, well have fun and stay safe, no boys " he slightly laughed. "Okay but I can't promise you that last part Max " I joked.

I walked him out the door and decided to go for a walk. It's a nice fall evening here in North Carolina. The crisp leaves under my feet crunching and crinkling with every step I take. I walked for a couple of minutes until I reached my destination.

I walked inside the building and sat down on a bar stool. A waiter came up to me and asked what I wanted. I ordered a large order of smocked wood fries and a large bacon cheese burger.

A few minutes later a man walked through the door. He was wearing a nice button up shirt that was a blueish grayish color and some grey pants. Fitted with some black boots. He looked sexy to be honest. Be he scared me because of his hazel eyes and cinnamon hair.

He took the seat next to me. I froze like a statue and just Stared infront of me trying not to make any such contact with this mysterious man.

My food came out and I dug right in not leaving any time to spare. I ate and ate until there was Nothing but a thought about what used to sit on the plate that sat infront of me.

Then I heard a slight cough and someone speak.

"Uhm, sorry just couldn't ignore the fact at how fast you ate that whole meal my love" the mystery man said

I quickly tensed up and kinda stared at him weirdly.

"Oh sorry... I'm just a fast eater and question is WHY the hell where you watching me eat? Can't I get some privacy..? " I snapped back at him

He looked very hurt, but I'm not gonna apologize for what I said. I can't trust men and never really will.

"Wow... didn't know such a innocent looking young lady could be so rude. But I guess don't judge a book by a cover " he said hearing the hurt in his voice.

I grabbed my bag and was getting ready to leave when he grabbed my wrist and lead me out the door in a rush. I tried to pry his.fingers off my wrist before I lost blood flow to my hand.

He brought me to a large shack in the back of the restaurant and pinned me against the wall.

"I don't like it when fresh meat like you treat me with disrespect " he said easily hearing the furry in his voice.

He slapped me and then proceed to do as he wanted. At the end of it all he had done what he wanted to my body. But never once did I feel any pleasure towards this act of "kindness " as he told me. It's not the first and I know surely won't be the last time this happens.

I ran home later that night. Limping from earlier. I walked in to the house and straight to the bathroom to find my birth control pills. When I didn't find them I realized that I had given them to my cousin thinking I wouldn't need them anymore. Thinking I was safe from this common danger.

I ran to my room and just layed on my bed. Thinking of how much of a failure I am. I just sobbed and sobbed with my dog next to me.

When I woke up in the morning I felt like shit. I walked out of bed and into my kitchen of my apartment. I made some waffles and bacon and sat down for a nice breakfast. Totally went the wrong way. About halfway into the meal, the meal from yesterday decided to pay a visit. So here I am sitting covered in bacon and cheese burger throw up. How wonderful

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Hate me guys. I dunno I'm feeling this one ❤

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