Random Imagines

One (part 3)

Life is not always rainbow, colourful and shiny to y/n. Her life was unlike other any other person.Her life has always been gray and dark. Whenever she sees a ray of hope, the rays just turn back and travel in the opposite direction. This was always the case with y/n.

It's been a few days since her confession to Barry. She has completely tried to distance herself away from Barry. But, unfortunately for her, she couldn't find herself being away from him. It was like she couldn't keep herself sane. The same was with Barry. He couldn't stay away from y/n. They were like like so addicted to each other. They couldn't bear staying away from each other. Ever since that day, y/n used to cry herself to sleep because everything there reminded her of him. She used to cry every single day knowing that she'd hurt him so badly.
It has now been a month since they last saw each other.Barry and y/n both kept having flashbacks of their sweetest memories.

y/n was sitting on her couch, thinking about him. while holding his jacket. *flashback y/n's pov:

There I was again tonight. On the very same rooftop of the 17 storeyed building. Thinking of a way to free everyone from my bad curse. Yes ,I believe I am cursed. With everything that has happened, I believe so. All those people, even the ones I've recently met, they deserve to be happy and I don't want to ruin that for them. The cold air was
howling, hitting me with every wave giving me goosebumps .But I couldn't care.I didn't know what I was even thinking. I was just walking blindly. My mind was numb. I couldn't comprehend anything at that point. I didn't realise I was walking into death. Suddenly, I hear the sound of cars honking. I was too numb to even really understand what was happening. I froze there, on the exact spot. Му eyes wide. I feel an arm pulling me out of there as I close my eyes to feel the ground as I thought I was falling.It was Barry. He pulled me up against him and hugged me so tightly as I wept into his chest,
borrowing my face into his chest. I kept on sobbing. He tried to calm me down by saying. "Shh y/n. It's alright. It's over".I managed to croak out a 'sorry' in between the sobs. "I'm sorry I did it again!" I mumble against him. " I just couldn't take it anymore. I don't want to live like this," I say as I. fuel him tighten his grip on me, as the tears were continuously flowing from my eyes. I didn't notice that I was trembling until Barry spoke to me, " God! y/n! You're shaking. And you're so cold," and he removes his jacket and puts it around me. "What did you do to yourself, y/n?" he asks as he hugs me again, trying to calm me. I was so utterly ravaged from the inside. "I'm so sorry. : shouldn't have come here. I way sniffling, and whispering. "It'll be alright y/n, just hold on". he tells me, in his perfectly calm and soothing and assuring voice * end of flach back"

3rd Person's pov:

Y/n clutches tightly to that jacket as she remembers the incident. She didn't even try to wipe the tears off her face this time. She keeps blaming herself for everything. She was tired of everything, her tears, others' remarks on her, her life, all the bad names, all the struggle, all the thoughts, everything.

Barry comes home after his shift at the bakery. His friends call out his name, "Hey, Barry. You wanna try? It's the newest updated version." Barry was a total video game nerd. He loved video games very much. But ever since that day, he refused to even play it as  he had one of the sweetest memories of y/n with that.