"Louis, honestly just tell me what you want from me." I sigh. "I don't know where to start." He looks down quickly and back up at me.
"Then just say what you're thinking." I say almost desperately.
"Ive been trying to find a way to be with you again but life keeps tearing us apart, I've thought millions of way to not lose you but I know you'll never forgive me for Sydney. You made me a better person when we were together and all the hate I have in my heart is just reflecting from the pain of what I did to you."
"I get that, but I don't know why you keep acting like this." I shake my head.
"I just don't want you to leave again, I just don't want to make a mistake again and fuck it up with you." He stays quiet. "I know you believe in us, but I can't be with someone who can't make up his mind on who he wants or what he wants." I sigh. He looks at me, I know he's trying to be sincere.
"I will never forget all the moments I've had with you. And even though i can't sleep without imagining you there, I can't help but imagine you with someone else. I like you so much but im scared the same thing will happen."
"I know you're scared I'm gonna hurt you but that's not my intention Y/N." He looks at me with sincerity in his eyes. "I promise. I want to be with you Y/N." I stay quiet. "Say the word and I'm yours again." Louis stares at me waiting for an answer. "Louis I have someone waiting inside for me-" He cuts me off with a kiss, he really seems to love doing that. He pulls away but holds my face in his hands. "Say the word Y/N." He looks deeply into my eyes. I can't say no. But I can't say yes. Fuck it. "Yes." I kiss him this time.
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Deja Vu || Sequel to 'My Favorite Crime' || Louis Partridge
RomanceY/N uses she/her pronouns in this book!! (I deeply apologize, I didn't think it though until after I wrote the first few chapters.) "I don't hate you. I could never possibly hate you. I hate myself because I can't stop loving you." -Louis "Just beca...
