Raven Brooks is a new agent at NHS and while she tries to get used to the industry and trains to be the best of herself, at one important mission she sees something and she'll become a target.
"No, you're staying at my place." He started to raise hi...
The closer we got to the mission, the more nervous I got. My adrenalin seeking behavior started to turn slightly towards thinking more rationally and seeing the danger in it as well. I started to doubt myself and began to overthink everything that could go wrong. This spiral was eating away at me but I was always like this so I usually knew how to deal with it.
I couldn't sleep and felt the need to have a quick smoke to calm my mind. It did its magic, I felt better but I knew I'll need more than this tomorrow.
After I managed to calm myself down, I had a not too bad night sleep and woke up with the energy to kick some ass tonight.
We had the day off to ourselves but I decided to go in the office and do something with myself, or else I'd go crazy alone. This way I could distract myself in the gym or I could chat away with Wendy or Grace or anyone.
I packed a bag with my dress for the night and my high heels as well, and I also made sure to have some make up with myself.
Don't even get me started how hard it was to learn to run and fight in high heels...
I didn't wear any heavy make up for work, just some mascara, when I was in a diva vibe sometimes some eyeliner, so I was always excited when I had an excuse to do something more.
Every time I get ready for a party for instance, I get to realize that I'm actually kinda hot.
My mind was all over the place, I dazed off with the stupidest thoughts on my way to work, luckily it was muscle memory by now to get there.
It was a snap of fingers and it was time for me to get ready. I didn't realize how the hours just passed. I was gossiping with Wendy when she checked the time and asked me when should I do my make up and shit.
I was totally calm that I still had several hours to waste... well I guess not.
She finished her job for today and offered me to help get ready that I happily accepted. We got ready to parties several times so it was nothing new.
I changed in our dressing room and she never stopped giving me compliments to boost my confidence.
It was a simple red mini dress, but my red high heels and dark red lipstick made it really pop.
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"It'll be hard to be invisible when every man will have their eyes on you." Wendy joked with her mouth hang open.
I was giggling like a bloody little girl, but I couldn't help it, these compliments really did warm my heart and helped me to feel better in my own skin.
People always assumed that just because I was in good shape from all the training then I must be always full of myself and overly confident but that's not the case with most of us here. We all have our own insecurities and times when we don't like to look in the mirror for too long.
Wendy really understood it all without us talking about it and always sensed if I needed some reassurance.
She followed me to the weapon room too so I could arm myself up for the night.
