CONFIDENT/ Heehoon

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SUNGHOON

i went to get mine and heeseungs chicken wrap while he was talking to jake "hey can i get two chicken wraps with one straw berry slushie and one um bubble gum slushie please" i said to the lunch lady, suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder and i knew it was one of those girls i looked at heeseung who was still talking to jake  

"hey im warning you, you dont want to mess with me" i said to the girl while still looking at heeseungs direction with a relief that he hasnt noticed, i looked back at the girl whos hand was going towards my chin 

"why is that?" i grabbed her hand and put it down away from my chin 

"becau-" i heard a loud voice and i knew the beat is woken up "BECAUSE HE IS MINE YOU STUPID ASSHOLE, AND PLEASE DONT TRY TO TEMPER ME!!!!" i was just standing there not minding the words that he was going to say

i looked at the lunch lady who was just looking at us with our order, while heeseung was still shouting at the other, i took his hand and lead him towards the rooftop 

"heeseung please your causing trouble just stop it now" i said to him, he looked at me with a hurt face and turned his back on me

tears started falling down my eyes as i realised what i just said, it may effected him because he is really mad so i didnt really mean for those words to come out 'why would you say that' 

'you know you like him'

'you enjoy it but you still said it' hot tears slipped down my eyes as i was about to grab his hand to apologised "baby sorry i didnt mean" he looked at me and i can see his red eyes 

the bell rang since today was a half day we get to leave early, he let go of my hand "please give me time to think about my actions" he said making his way out of the rooftop door

i fell on my knees knowing how much i have messed up "ive hurt him just like i hurt the other one, sunghoon whats your problem? are you that bad at loving and protecting someone" i got up with tears in my eyes, i saw hyunsik 

"hey my baby whats wrong? omo why are you crying?" i wiped my eyes and told him everything "dont worry just tell him tomorrow ok? im sure he would have already forgiven you" i nodded to the request "i really love him hyung, i dont want to loose him as well" i hugged him 

"dont worry baby, your not loosing everyone makes mistakes and your no exception" i nodded and cried more on to his chest feeling the numbness i have "release everything out, you have not cried in a lot of years" 

i let all of what i had 

HYUNSIK(a lil bit)

he has never cried like this, this boy must be special to him his whole eye balls are going to fall out

HEESEUNG 

i have to say that i was hurt on what sunghoon said but it aint that deep "hey heeseung how is your man" i heard taeyong say as soon as we reach home 
"I'm kinda taking a break"

He looked at me I heard the TV turn off "why?" I explained everything "I think you have some time off then talk to him as soon as possible" I nodded then I heard barbie world playing (nicki minaj and ice spice)

We enjoyed that evening

SUNGHOON

GC

Sunoo: y'all are becoming quiet these days

Jake: what do you want us to talk about?

Mingi: it's literally the holidays

Yunho: 'let me kiss you'