ANSH
WHAT THE F*CK is hedoing?
Leo gave me asurprised look that was written all over his face.
"A-Ansh? What areyou doing here?"
I gave him a lookthat I never want to give him. A look that wants me to punch him inthe mouth.
"I should be theone asking that, don't you think?"
On that very momentay binitawan niya ang lalaking hawak niya at akmang hahabulin ako.
"Don't you darefollow me. I hate bullies."
But, he still heldme by my hands.
"You don'tunderstand, Ansh."
What? Ako pa ngayonang hindi makaintindi? How dare him?!
"Ano ang hindi konaiintindihan? Ang pambu-bully mo sa lalaking 'yun? Ano ang mga dapatkong malaman? Tell me, Leo!"
Feeling ko ay paratuloy akong armalite dahil sa dire-diretso kong tanong. Cute naarmalite nga lang.
"Kalma! Paano akomakakapag-salita kung dire-diretso ka magsalita?"
May point naman siya'dun.
"Then, go aheadand tell me your f*cking reasons!!!"
Then, he released adeep sigh before looking into my eyes.
"To be honest, Istill can't tell you my main reason dahil may mga bagay na sadyangdapat na munang manatiling lihim hanggang sa dumating ang takdangpanahon."
"I swear that whenthe right time has come, then I will tell you everything that youneed to know."
The heck?! Maypa-suspense pang nalalaman ang kumag na 'to, 'di naman palasasabihin. Tsk. . .
"Then, just talkto me whenever you're ready to tell me you stupid reasons!"
Nakita kong medyokumunot ang kaniyang mga noo and I know why.
Sometimes, I may bethat immature kiddo but at the end of the day, I know that I will dowhatever I think is the right thing.
Ano na nga ba angnangyari kay Leo?
D*mn it!
Hindi ko namaintindihan si Leo. Hindi na siya ang Leo na nakilala ko. Nawala naang Leo na nakilala ko as my knight and shining armor. He became acold monster that I was afraid of. A monster that I never want to bewith.
Nandito na naman akoat nakatambay sa roof deck ng aming campus.
This has been theplace where I consider my paradise. The place where I release all ofmy worries.
"Sabi ko na nga atdito kita makikita eh." A familiar voice from behind said.
As I looked around,I saw a man who was standing while leaning his back on the wall.
Leo.
"What the f*ck areyou doing here?" Inis kong sabi kay Leo.
If there would besomeone that I want to see today, one thing is for sure and that isnot Leo.
"Can we talk?"
"As long as youare not telling me everything, as long as you are not telling meanything then it's better off to just leave me alone." I said tohim straight to the eye.
"D*mn it! Can youplease grow up? Can you please understand that as much as I want totell you everything, I still can't and I am also doing this for yourown good."
My own good? Paanonaging para sa sarili kong kapakanan ito?
"Tsk. Ako pangayon ang mali? Ako pa ngayon ang dapat umintindi? Hindi ba dapat aysa 'kin mo ipaintindi kung bakit mo ito ginagawa?"
