My Extraordinary Experiences

II. Eliezer

I'm deeply glad that I've met you,
You're one of a kind,
You're unique, and amazing.
That's why I learned to love you in many ways.

We started as a stranger, and turns into lovers.
It's such a roller coaster ride,
I know you well,
But, you don't know me well.

I am struggling,
But, you didn't noticed.
I am sad,
But, you won't realized.
I am crying,
But, you're unaware.

It's kind of sad,
You don't know where to put yourself,
You always wait, and help me decide whatever you're doing,
Even though, you are three years older than me.

I get tired, felt drain, and empty.
Is, "How are you doin'?", hard to ask to me?
I want to rant, and express myself,
But, I know you won't understand me.

I always think your health condition,
I wanted to make you happy,
Feel good, and lively,
But, what about me?

I always end up, understanding you,
Cheering you, supporting you,
Helping you in everything,
But, how about me?

I felt bad, because you're always crying.
Thinking that you're crying because I'm acting strange?
You don't noticed, how my eyes looks sad, and lonely.
That's why, I wanted to be alone, and don't want to talk for just a bit.

Did I asked to much?
All I want is you to stay beside my highs, and lows,
But, when you see & realize that I'm not in the mood to talk,
You left, and blocked me in your social media accounts.

Into your family, and relatives,
I hope that you'll not hold grudges against me.
But, if you do, I hope you'll see me as a woman, who cared & loved your child/nephew in my own way.

You cheated, and I accepted your apologies.
I was devastated, stressful, and cramming at my school works that time,
But, look what you do?
I just wanted you to wait a lil' bit,
But, thanks to the woman who sent me a dm, she saved me from someone like you.

It is easy to forgive, but it is not easy to forget.
I overthink a lot, thinking what did you see & think that time, to look for someone else.
Am I not enough?
Or am I just your so-called first time girlfriend experienced?

But, thanks a lot,
It was such a great experience,
To meet someone like you,
As well as your family.

You welcomed me, with a nice aura,
I will never forget how you all being nice to me,
Treat me like a member of your family,
And, loved me as who I am.