Allen Flanigan

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ALLEN POV

After showering Y/n and I sat up talking. I missed this. I missed her. She had me a little worried in the bathroom earlier. I didnt even know she had anxiety attacks.

" I don't know Al. I guess all this stuff with Rife and then seeing you after every thing, then the baby. Its just alot" y/n told me

Huh? What she mean "the baby". What fucking baby? Aint nobody told me bout no baby. I moved her feet cause im listening now.

"Baby? You pregnant?" I asked

She just sighed. Wtf is a sigh? Girl yo ass better use yo words.

"Is it mine?" I asked

"Y/n" i said standing up

Cause why you not talking?

"Relax. Im not pregnant" she finally said

I let out a breath i didn't even know i was holding.

"It wouldn't be yours anyway" she said brushing past me

She said it more to herself, but i heard it. And what that's supposed to mean anyway. It wouldn't be mine.

" Whats that supposed to mean?" I said following her into the bedroom

"Nothing" she said

"Nah. What you mean by that? If not me then who? Sharife?" I asked

She ignored my questions once again letting out another sigh.

"What are you doing? What is this?" She asked me

" thats what im tryna figure out" i told her

"No. I mean What is it you're trying to do? How did THIS become about you?" She asked

I could tell she was getting annoyed.

"I just asked a question" i defended

"Just a question" she chuckled to herself

"Ask what you really wanna ask me Allen" she said folding her arms

I didnt say anything. She took that as her cue to keep talking.

"The answer is YES" she told me

" i dont know what you talking bout. Yes what?" I said

" you wanna know if im still sleeping with him. The answer is yes. I am."  Y/n confessed

"Y/n" i said before she said something to piss me off

"And if i WAS pregnant which im NOT it would indeed be his, not yours trust me-

"Y/N!" I said again

"No since you seem so WORRIED. No Allen you are NOT the father. You can relax." She argued

Yea she mad. I cant even front i was an asshole. I didn't mean to react the way i did. I was the one letting out a sigh now.

" thats not what i meant. Y/n I-

" I feel so dirty all the time. Worthless even, cause i love him. But i want you! I know he has a girl, but i dont wanna let him go. I can't, because..

She had tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Because what" i said lowly