Arrange Marriage

Chapter 50

Napabait ni mans

After that short talk, he acted as if nothing happened, alagang alaga niya ako

Kung dati sobrang busy niya na halos hindi kami nag kakasama but now he was with me 24/7, thank you is not enough for so much effort mans did

Siguro tama lang din ang mga naging desisyon namin ni bong

I kept all the memories of bong's love with me and I will treasure them forever

Alam kong ako ang nagtulak sa kanya palayo but sometimes I couldn't help but think, kamusta na kaya siya? is he happy without me? nakakakain ba siya ng maayos? those questions always come to my mind

But I really made a good decision not just for me but also for our baby

"Ma'am are you ok? tanong sakin ng OBgyn ko

oh shoot nasa clinic pala ako I almost forgot

"Yes doc I'm good" patipid na sagot ko naman sa kanya

"Are you ready?" my doctor asked me ngayon kasi malalaman ang gender ng magiging baby ko

"yes doc I'm ready" tipid na sagod ko sa kanya na may halong pananabik

If it is girl ang ipapangalan ko sa kanya is xandra pero pag boy naman I will be named him on his dad's name

Actually I couldn't check the gender of my baby when I was 5 months pregnant ewan ko ba I was crazy to think of that, I wish I could share this moment with bong

After the things I put him through? I honestly don't think he still wants to know

So here I am alone at the doctor's office

Gusto sanang sumama ni mans kaya lang ako ang nag pumilit na hwag nalang. Nag usap na kasi kaming mag ge-gender reveal, pero I decide to keep it in private na kaming dalawa lang ang nakakaalam

"Wong congratulations Ma'am sara your having a baby boy" Ani sakin ng doctor ko dahilan para para bumalik ako sa kahinatnan

When I heard her, para akong maiiyak

Baby boy, just bong wanted

"Have you thought of any names yet?"

As I was tearing up, i answered her

"Name? I'm thinking I'm gonna name him on her dad's name, ferdinand"

I tearfully answered

When I said that, di ko maiwasang tumulo ang luha ko

just like that I remember him again

I remember ferdie's dad

My ferdinand

I miss you my love