Beta Marion (MxM)

5

Since today was kind of a lazy day with nothing really important to do I had decided to tell Luka about my mum's advice.

The problem is how exactly to relay the message to my mate without making him feel under pressure or insinuating that he is incapable of bearing me pups naturally.

Luka, presently is sitting at his vanity which is now shining as bright as a studio mirror since he decided to put more than enough lights round it.
When he got the bulbs I couldn't help but ask if they weren't for celebrity dressing rooms and he replied me as sassily as ever, and I quote "uhm durh, I  am a celebrity".

"Luka dear" I finally summon some air courage from the moon goddess

"Hnm?" He replies without looking up from his nails that he's been filing for about 30 minutes now.

"You know how I was at mum's on Tuesday?"

"Yeah?" He said looking at me quizzically like he didn't know where I was going with this before going back to check if his nails we're all the same length. To be honest even I didn't know where I was going.

"Uhm, when I was about leaving she brought up something. Something I feel like I should tell you"

Luka finally looked up from his nails and kept the file on the vanity to give me his complete attention. "Okay?"

"She was talking about, how - she was asking about us and how we - when we..."
Oh goddess help me.

"Babe, get it out. What was she asking about?" Luka said with clear confusion written across his face

"Yes. She was saying she was concerned about us and uhm and she was saying we should, uhm....
She was asking when we were going to have pups babe"
There, I finally got it out.

Luka's face did an entire whiplash. His face changed in an instant from confused to remorseful and then to deep deep sadness. At that point I immediately ran to him and knelt before him.

"No baby, no. I'm not saying that it's your fault because I don't think it is goddess knows it might  be coming from me. I just told you to let you know that mum was suggesting we see a fertility doctor for werewolves or something to find out what we can do about the situation"

Luka stared down at me for 30 seconds before asking "and what do you think we should do?"

"Well, well I think we should take up her advice" I winced.

"Okay."

"Babe?" I looked up to my sweet mate

"Hnmm" he answered with glazed eyes, clearly not trusting his voice at that moment to speak words.

"I love you"

"Hnm" he hummed and kissed my forehead fondly before leading me to get up from the floor.

I got up immediately and resumed my position at the corner of the bed while continuing to stare intently at Luka

"So?" I oddly said since he had turned around and started to stare at himself in the mirror.

"When.... When do you think would be best?" Comes his cracked voice that almost rips my heart into shreds

I stared at him, not understanding what exactly he means by when, when what?

"To go see the doctor, I thought we had one at the packs hospital?"

"We could check, now, if you want?"

He stays quiet for a few seconds before heaving and walking into the closet with few parting words of what sounds like

"Let me just ready then"