Gossip night

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James:

He can't explain it. Or anything right now he is just so confused about the whole situation. About his feelings.

Did he ever love Lily? Does he like Regulus? Since when does he like Regulus? Why is all of this happening? Why does he want to kiss Regulus? Can't he ever fall for someone that wants him back?

He couldn't talk to Sirius since he was basically Regulus's older brother, he couldn't talk to Remus because he is dating Sirius, he couldn't talk to Peter since he was barely ever there at James'and Regulus' interactions. So he knew where to go to.

See the girls had this what you could call "solving night". It was a tight group of Lily, Marlene, Mary, Pandora and him that they started in second year, well Pandoras first year. They don't ever take in new members, so not even Dorcas is part of it.

They get together once a while and talk about their problems and how to solve them. While doing that they stay together the whole night, eat chocolate and do their nails, sometimes they even create fashion shows in that James wears different pieces of the girls clothes and they rate them.

They all made a pinky promise, some muggle thing Mary and Lily introduced them to, to not tell anybody anything about what they say in these meetings. And James knows he can trust them.

So he walks in to Marlene, Mary and Lilys room, Pandora was already there getting her hair braided by lily.

"Jamiee your here!" Marlene said, running torwards the door and closing it. "Allright you had your date yesterday, how was it?"

"Yeah do we need to murder someone?" Mary asked a mischievous grin on her face.

"No murder." James said, before falling onto Marlene's bed and continuing: "It was... Well the place was a disaster. And we decided we should rather be friends because well I like someone else..."

"Who is it? Not Lily, right?" Mary asked.

"No not Lily. It's... Pandora please don't say." James said eyeing Pandora carefully.

"Of course not. We pinky promised." Pandora said smiling.

"Come on James. Please tell us who it is." Lily said.

"Allright so I think that I might like Regulus..." James said unsure.

"Ouch, Pandora are you okay? Or why are you ripping my hair out?" Lily asked suddenly.

James looked up to find Pandora looking at him with wide eyes. "You like Regulus?" She asked.

"I think, that I like Regulus. I don't...it's just... Since our kisses I can't stop thinking about him and my son in the coma dream had his eyes. And everytime he smiles I feel so much warmth. But I know he doesn't want me and I won't bother him. I have learned my lesson." James quickly explained.

Pandora looked like she was talking to an idiot, she opened her mouth but Mary cut her off: "Who knows maybe you should try. Or do it like I am always doing it. Date around
,have fun while you are single and if the feelings don't go away, then make a move see how it goes."

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