there's a lot of things i find weird about his and i's relationship. for instance, he can be dating another girl but i can't do something sexual with another person. touching up on him and that girl. he claims he loves me but he knows how much their relationship hurts me and continues to stay with her. i'm apparently "just a friend", yet she knows about us. "just a friend", but friends don't kiss. "just a friend", but friends don't have sex. "just a friend", but friends don't say they love you romantically. he knows what he's doing is wrong yet he continues. hurting both girls. everyone tells him what the other girl is doing yet he denies, hurting himself. sometimes i find this stuff keeping me up at night, while they sleep peacefully. sometimes i find myself thinking instead of eating. sometimes i'll find myself crying because of it. i'll tell myself it's not worth it and that he wants her and not me. that just makes it worse. it only feels like he wants to make me happy with his i love you's and kisses and hugs. my way of communicating my feelings never seems to work. he still continues with everything he does wrong. but it's okay. it makes me stronger.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
thoughts
Poesíastories or poems, i can't tell the difference. but that's what these are. their for being cheated on, being the person they're cheating with, being lonely, feeling unloved, break ups, being used sexually, and one sided relationships.
