Apaharan

Past demons

Her long hairs reaching her hips make her look even more beautiful. The shoulder seam of the kurta falls of her shoulder blade and make her look like a porcelain doll. So petite so innocent so beautiful. god i just want to hug her and keep her in my arms the whole night. She was looking at me and than looks down tucking one strand of hair back her ear and that crimson color on her cheeks MAN!!!!!! Why she is so beautiful.
She comes and stand near the mattress and plays with her finger nervously and says looking down,

"Kuch aur nhi mil rha tha iss liye maine yeh.... "

I took a step forward and she looks at me with those shiny doe like eyes and before even we have an eye contact she looks down towards her feet again. I took a deep breathe controlling my desires and hold her hand in mine and say,.

"Raavi mujhe tumhe kuch batana hai...... "

She looks at me curiously and i motioned her to sit on the mattress and she does i sit at a decent distance from her and i say,

"Raavi main jo bhi bolunga vo sab...... Main kahan se shuru karu....... Mujhe...tum mera vishwas karogi ya nhi....."

I was blabbering and was nervous that how should i start how can i tell her this and she holds my hand and squeezes it a little and encourages me to speak and say,

"Vishwas hai shiva....... Main sun rhi hu........"

I look into her eyes and she nods and i speak,

"Hamare kabile mein ikk ladki thi ya kaho hamare kabile ki jaan Radha....... Hum sabki bhut pyaari thi vo bhi mere hi tarah iss kabile mein paida nhi huyi thi par haan yahan usse rahim chacha hi laye the kio kii radha ke maa baap nhi the. ....... Vo 11 saal ki thi jab yahan aayi thi par hamesha sab mein khushiyaan bantti thi........ Aur ikk cheez thi jo hamesha bolti thi ki vo advocate banegi....... Jab usne 12th paas ki tab use shehar le college mein admission mili main khud use vahan chodne gya tha........ Sab bhut acha chal rha tha vo mahine mein ikk baar hume milne aati thi vahan se roz phone krti thi par 8 mahine pehle uske phone aane band ho gye vo uss mahine vapas nhi milne humne bhut  kiya use phone karne ki par usne phone uthaya hi nhi....... Fir ikk din main use milne gya vahan...... Vahan pata lgga ki usne hostel kabka chod diya hai...... Vo kahin aur rehne lggi thi..... Uski attendance tak kam ho gyi thi pichle ikk mahine vo ikk baar bhi nhi gyi thi....... Maine bhut dhundha use par vo nhi mili..... Fir main police ke pass gya vahan maine FIR likhvayi par achanak se vahan vo krush aa gya usne FIR faad di aur kaha vapas mat aana..... Mujhe bhut gussa maine use kaha ki meri bhen ko dhundhna hai toh usne mujhe vahan se babar fek diya..... Main bhut pareshan tha ki kya ho rha hai aur achanak mera phone bajta hai aur ikk unknown number se call aata hai maine uthaya toh vo radha ka phone tha.....

Hlo shiva bhaiya

Radha tu kaha hai maine sab jagah dhudhna hostel. Kyon choda college kio nhi jaa rhi.........

Bhaiya mujhe contact mat krna ajj ke baad na dhundhne ki koshish main jahan hu thik hu.......

Vo rone lggi aur usne phone kat diya pata nhi kio dil mein kuch ajeeb sa lag rha tha vo police officer ka aise krna radha ka phone maine phir rahim chacha ko phone lgya aur unhe bataya unhone mujhe kaha ki main vapas aa jau aur hum. Phir kuch sochenge. Main vapas aa gya din nikalte gye par radha ka phone nhi aaya aur shehar mein vo kahan thi kuch pata nhi tha........
Ikk din main kabile se bahar ladki katne gya tha tab achanak se rahim chacha ka phone aaya unhone mujhe jaldi vapas aane ko bola..... Main jab vahan pauncha kabile mein shanti thi sab log chacha ke ghar ke babar khade  the roo rahe the..... Jab main kamre mein gya tab vahan khada ka kahada reh gya  radha adhmari halat mein vahan leti huyi thi uske chehre par bahoon par har jagah nishaan the khoon nikal raha tha..........chachi uska ilaaj kar rhi thi par  uski sansein kam ho rhi thi.........main uske pass gya aur usne meri taraf dekha vo rone lggi aur usne mujhe kahan ki