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my tears slowly falling down. It hurts my heart when i hear that. Hes so pure..hes so..perfect.

Im just an ordinary human. what can i do for him? I want to do more..i want to love him more..i want to make him feel special the way he did to me.. i want to make something that are..only for him.

"why are you crying , My lord?"

tanyanya sambil menyeka air mataku lembut. aku memeluk dia dngn tangisan halus.

"i..i wish..i wish..i can give..you more..than you gave me..Arlott..im sorry..im just an ordinary human..im really..sorry..im..hiks.."

"all i wanted is you my Lord..theres nothing else. i dont care if i dont get statues or ring or what..I just want you..you. only. if you can see my heart and my mind right now , everything is full with your name..my heart is full with your name..all i can do was , calling your name silently..hoping that one day you'll comeback right infront of me. and its happening now..im glad that youre come back to me my Lord..believe me , theres no one that can treat you the way i did..and i'll make sure i'll protect you..every single hair strands of yours , i will not let anyone touch it."

It hurts..it hurts to hear him saying those things to me. i dont deserve it..i dont deserve his words.

all i can remember is his painful scream. it must felt so insane that time..the pain..the losing of someone you loved.

It must be really painful right? my love..

"I love you, My Lord..just..please..let me be yours..again..i dont want to restart everything again..i want you..i'd do anything just for you.."

"you did enough my savior..you..did..it.."

He smile happily when i call him my savior.

im in love with him.

i dont care anymore.

i want to be his. and i want him to be mine. this time , nobody can get between us..right?

i can stay with him forever..right?

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i made some clothes for you..its all made by silk..Choose which clothes you want.." Ujar Arlott seraya membuka almari trsebut dan terlopong Sean dibuatnya melihat lebih kurng beratus baju berbezs design dan semuanya diperbuat dripda satin.

"SO MANY?!"

"its all yours..i made it for you."

"y-you..made..it..? all of these?!"

"yes! do you like it?"

Sean mengambil satu baju dngn mulut yg masih ternganga itu. BETUL II SATIN WEH..ORI GILA.

"its handmade actually..sorry if its not that good.."

"Its perfect! ITS PERFECT!! PERFECT!! THANKYOUUU!!" Segera Sean memeluk Arlott dngn perasaan gembira teramat. Arlott tersenyum lega mendngar itu.

"its almost 1000 clothes in this closet..you can wear it whenever you want.."

"how can you made all of this by yourself?"

"if i want , i will do it no matter what..My love."

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Aku duduk di sebelah Arlott yg sedng termenung di hadapan temple itu. aku memandng sekeliling masih tk mempercayai aku berada di sebuah dimensi yg tidak dpt dijejaki manusia biasa tnpa bantuan seperti Arlott.

"Arlott.."

"mhm."

"How did you die..?"

"do you want to know?"

"yes.."

Arlott menarikku merapat dngnnya lalu tngn sejuk dia mncapai tngnku. aku menatap wajahnya yg kelihatan seperti sedng mengumpul kekuatan untuk membuka mulutnya kembali. Arlott memandngku dngn snyuman nipis.

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Arlott mencium tngn Sean lembut tidak ingin melepaskan kekasihnya. sedari dri tamatnya perng td , sehinggalah lewat malam Arlott setia berada di sisi Sean. Dia mengenggam tngn sejuk dan pucat Sean seerat mungkin dngn dada yg sebak.

"Sean..My Lord.."

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Arlott ditolak masuk ke dlm sel tahanan itu dngn keadaan kedua belah tngnnya digari. alasan? dia dibuang dan dipenjara sebab gagal melindungi Sean.

Arlott bersandar ke dinding dngn air mata. dia tk kesah kalau dia dihukum mati pun, dia masih tk dpt terima kenyataan. Arlott tersedu sedan smbil menahan tangisnya. mulutnya ditutup agar tidak mengluarkan sebarang bunyi. sakit di dadanya semakin menyengat.

sakit yang mendalam.

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Arlott yg telah kelihatan kusut dan tidak bermaya itu cuma pasrah diri sahaja bila dia dan beberapa hamba yg lain dibawa entah ke mana. Arlott mencuri lihat ke luar kereta kuda itu dngn tatapan sayu. sudah lama dia tidak melihat matahari.

brngkali dia sudah lupa macam mana rupa matahari . Sehinggalah mereka berhenti di sebuah perkampungan yg amat dalam di sebuah hutan.

Arlott dan hamba yg lain dibawa ke kampung trsebut . Dia memandng sekeliling sedikit suspicious. apa ni?

badannya ditolak oleh salah seorng penduduk kampung membuatkannya terduduk ke tanah. Arlott menoleh ke belakang cemas tp mereka smua cuma mampu menunduk dak tidak berdaya untuk melawan.

Seorng lelaki berjanggut dan berbadan bongkok mulai melihat satu persatu hamba yg dihantar oleh istana itu. Sehinggalah lelaki itu berhenti di hadapan Arlott.

dagu Arlott dicengkam kuat kemudian dia menilik Arlott atas bawah.

"we want him."

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