The Untouched Beauty

CHAPTER 17

Amber POV

I was laying on the ground, crying.

"Oh my god Amber! Not again."

Someone forced me to sit.

"What the fuck, leave me alone" I muttered.

"Amber let's go to your room"

"NO!"

I pushed the person away from me as much as I
could in my situation, she didn't move a inch and started dragging me somewhere.

She pushed me and I fell on something soft. I
realized that something under me was our couch.

"Amber you should change your clothes."

My eyes were getting heavy.

"Amber.." I passed out.

I just couldn't handle anything anymore without
her. She was missing for a month now, it was more painful every day, so I started to ran from the pain, by getting drunk myself everyday until I pass out.

I know, I'm being selfish and coward. I tried not to, I tried to find her, I'm still trying and I will never stop, until I will find her.

The problem is that many people stopped to hope, many people thinks she is dead, but I can feel her, as if there was string between us. I could tell that she is still alive and I'm sure about that.

I'm gonna find you Tara, wait for me my love.

Bert POV.

A loud thud somewhere wake me up, I quickly got up from bed and went to look for the cause.

I prayed that it will not be what I think it was. Shit, again.

I saw Amber laying on ground, crying and
everywhere around were empty cans of beer, I
could see the half empty bottle of vodka on the
ground too.

"Oh my god Amber! not again."

I was angry at her, but I was sorry for her too, I
can't imagine how it would be if some freak stole my Kathleen for more then month. I helped her to sit.

What the fuck?! Leave me alone"

I help her stand up.

"Amber let's go to your room-"

She tried to push me, but I got use to it so I didn't
move.

"NO!"

I sighed, since Tara was kidnapped, Amber is
refusing to sleep in her room, so she sleeps on
couch. I pushed her on couch.

"You should change your clothes Amber" but she
closed her eyes as soon as I finished my sentence.

I sighed again, while massaging my temples, the
pain was starting again ugh! I hate seeing her like that, she is my best friend. I took of her jacket and pants, leaving her sleep just in her t-shirt and under wear.

I grabbed the blanket and cover her with it, I also put, gently to not wake her up, a pillow under her head. I kneeled to her and brushed off some of hair from her face.

"Im gonna find you Tara, wait for me my love"

She muttered still sleeping.

"I know you will find her"

I smiled and kissed her cheek. After I cleaned the mess I went back to bad, Kathleen was still sleeping, so I slowly climbed to bad and hugged her from behind.

"She is drunk again huh?"

I heard her whisper.

"Yeah, it's hard for her honey, I thing I would be the same if I lost you"

I kissed her shoulder.

"She is still somewhere Bert."

"I know my love, you know what I mean.."

"Yeah" She turned in my arms to face me.

"I love you Britny"

I kissed her.

"I love you too" she cuddled to me more and we fall asleep again.

Amber POV

I woke up with headache, it was literally killing me. I groaned as I tried to sit.

"Good morning dump sleepy head."

I heard Bert said and showed the water towards
me.

"Thank you love"

I took it from her and also the pain killer. I stood up slowly and kissed her cheek.

"Good morning" I said and went to kitchen.

"Good morning Kath"

I kissed her cheek also and went to fridge, but the hunger left me long time ago, so I just grabbed the juice.

"Amber want some eggs? I cooked too much of them"

"Sorry Bert, I'm not hungry"

"Im worried about you Amber, you almost stopped  eating and all you do is drinking."

I sighed.

"I know, I'm sorry"

"Does it really makes you feel better?"

"Y-yes" I lied.

"No it does not"

I take a sip from the juice and put it back to fridge.

"Bert I love you and I'm thankful to you, but
this is too much noise for me in the morning"

I said and left them in kitchen.

Tara POV

"Shit! These mother fuckers won't let us alone"

He growled.

I still didn't know where I was, but I gained his
trust and he didn't tie me up anymore. I walked to him and hugged him from behind.

God I hate this so much, but I have to do it.

"Love? Are they trying to separate us again?" I
asked in fake sad tone.

"Yes, but don't worry love, I will not allow it"

He turned to face me and cupped my face.

"I love you"

He said and kissed me.

I pulled from him and gave him my best smile I
could.

"I love you too" I hate it.

His hands find their way in my shirt.

"I was waiting for month now"

He purred in my ear. I gulped.

"H-honey? I-Im against sex before marriage"

I pushed his hands away.

He sighed.

"I can't marry you right now."

I looked up to him.

"Im sorry love, but I need this"

He growled and pinned me go wall. Shit!

He roughly sucked my neck, so I'm sure that there will be a bruise.

I tried to fight him, but he was strong. Why? Why me?! I closed my eyes tightly, a few tears escaping out as I felt his hand on my entrace.

Amber hurry up and save me please!