I walk in the store and instantly start grabbing my snacks stuff , I grabbed some hot chips , big mama , some water and I got some blow pops.
I placed my stuff and ask the lady could I have four honey Dutches please..
she went and got the Dutches and added everything up and just as I was About go pay for my stuff I heard a firmly voice from my past and my stomach instantly being to curl up..
It will be 22.54 the caisher said
I literally zoomed out for me but I tapped my card and literally run out the gas station with my stuff..
Honestly idk why I got so scared when I heard his voice but I was most definitely scared to death and I was trying to be alone..
I couldn't call JAMIA this late cuz she was probably knocked out so I decided to call Chad , I mean he my dude kinda idk hell at this point..
What Z Chad said answering the phone with a attitude I most definitely begin to regret even calling me..
Umm I was wondering yeah , neverMind I will be okay I said , see that this was not going to end good at all..
Mane Z stopping on my phone bro I been done with you like seriously. He said in a rude way..
At this point call me stupid or just say that dick got me sprung but I couldn't even get over this mane if I tried like seriously.
Alright Chad I understand I said hung up the phone..
Not even 20 minutes I am getting dicked down by this man 🤦🏾♀️
Now i should just move on but y'all this mane has a spell on like seriously and no matter bad he dose me I still continue to go back..
Three months later
I woke up and started getting ready for work , finding out Chad was married to old girl was all the confirmation I need to finally leave him tf alone and I am proud of myself because I was able to move into much cheaper apartment and I am finally back doing lashes and waxing full time.. I honestly I feel so much peace now that left that toxic shit alone..
JAMIA 🧚🏾♂️✨ Would like to FaceTime...
I answered the phone and off course she was happy to talk to me , I been so busy with work and stuff we barely have to talk anymore.
Bitch I miss you so much JAMIA said
I miss you to , I am sorry for being MIA but I had to take min to get my life together..
I most definitely understand she said ..
I am glad my friend was understanding on much I need to fall back to my mental state together.
Okay so bitch wyd this weekend, and you better not say you busy because I already brought your ticket the concert she said smiling hard..
See you always making plans for me how you know I was going be with my man or something 😂 . I said laughing hard asf cuz fuck love like seriously..
Me and JAMIA got done talking and honestly I was happy to finally be stepping out for min hell I haven't pop my shit in a min honestly.
A few days later
It was finally the day for the concert, and girls trip and honestly I was excited asf , I got my hair freshly braided, and I planning taking shots and shaking ass all weekend..
Hey I started play my shake That ass playlist while getting ready..
I decide to keep it cute and simple for the first day of the trip. I worn some black biker shorts and this cute graphic with Aaliyah on it and some my all black and white ducks. I put my hair in a high bun with and decided to let hang down in the front. I decided to wear sliver jewelry and my black Prada crossbody..
I pulled up to JAMIA house and I saw a car idk who it was tho.. I just took and guess and said it one of Trace homeboys.
I walked in the house and off course I was greeted with hugs from JAMIA this bitch so dang on clingy but I love her tho 😂.
I walked in the kitchen and greeted trace and his homeboy who was very a gentleman he spoke and you can tell he carried himself well. I mean he was fine as hell like chocolate with dimples and a beautiful smile and not mention smell like a grown men smell. He said name was Eric but everyone calls him EJ. After talking to Ej for min I decided
I helped JAMIA grab her stuff for trip and take it to the car and as I walking out the house Trace fine ass homeboy Ej comes outside to help me put the bags in the car.
Hey I got that for you beautiful said Ej said grabbing the bag out my hand.
Thank you I said trying not to blush.
As he placed the bag in the car and walked me to the passenger side of the door and opened the door for me.
He said have fun on your trip Z and be careful..
I was instantly shocked because why this man telling me to be safe and why is he being so friendly like seriously..
Now I would be lying if I said I didn't find EJ interesting but I am not trying to even think about talking text , linking or even liking anyone right now because I am still healing.
We finally made to New Orleans and I was to excited of course JAMIA was asking questions about EJ I most definitely told her I was not interested because no ma'am I am not finna get my heartbroken again. We can be friends but as far a relationship I will pass , hell I barely like people touching now and getting to my heart is most definitely a no as well..
As we get settled in New Orleans hotel room JAMIA decided to call Trace and tell him we made it to New Orleans and off course MR. EJ was still with him..
Ej instantly asked about me and JAMIA and trace started hyping him of course.
Maybe i should give it a chance or maybe i shouldn't? Idk yet tho I said to myself
What y'all think of the first chapter?
What think about Z ?
What y'all about trace?
Idk where this book going go but we just going vibe and see what happens 🥰✨
