Bsd Angst One Shots

Atsushi, dogs

Atsushi squeezed his eyes and grit his teeth, the other two still talked about animals.
"Atsushi and what's your favorite animal?"
Kyoka asked, white haired wondered in his mind. He thruly didn't know how to answer, if he was still the young himself in the orphanage library reading his favorite book where was his favorite animal a dog. He would surely without second though say "dog!" But he wont say it not after that one particular event, just on the though not even remembering it fully yet a shiver ran down Atsushi's spine and he grabbed his wrist to stop hands from trembling. Kyoka as befits for a once professional assasin, noticed and changed the topic. Atsushi's calmed down a bit and continued on conversating with others also trying to forget about memories he unfortunally remembered.

 Atsushi turned a silver key, opened the door and went inside the apartment Kyoka following behind. Kyoka asked white haired if he wan't anything to eat since she's making something for herself. Atsushi smiled and exused himself by saying that he's exhausted and well it is true but one of the reasons is also that his head started to hurt along the walk back from ada. Kyoka nodds and goes to their kitchen to make herself nattou. 

As boy heard a click of the door his smile went down, he thought about the past whole day because of this he couldn't focus at all in the office and even got scolded once by Kunikida. He slowly walked to the closed where is placed his bed. He went inside and closed the cupboard door also closing his eyes with it, Atsushi curled up on himself huging a pillow, the blanket underneath is alredy very soft so his head doesn't hurt even without it. Actually even if it did hurt he most likely wouldn't notice, probably because back in the orpganahe he didn't even have a blanket not saying about a nice fluffy pillow that he owns now. Atsushi frowned a bit as he once more today reminded himself about the past. He sighs and lays back on his back. Then he lifts his arm up to look at it and his eyes sadded as they see the scars on it, scars that are in a lot of places on his body in various shapes colors and depths. Scars after claws and bites.


Silver haired boy woke up after hearing someone shout and bang on metal bars of his cell. He blinked and wiped his eyes with his hand trying to adjust to light even if small as it's going from a single little window under celing. Boy flinched as he heard another loud bang on the metal bars he turned to look at source of it and there behing the bars stood director. silverhaired's expression from scared immediantly mixed with anger as he growled at standing in front of him men. His expression was like always a expressionless with a hint of anger and disgust. Boy thought if he looks with this look on his face at everyone else too, most likely no. Boy once again flinched as the sound of a key turning went through his ears. Man in white cloth went inside of his cell and grabbed him by the hair. Boy started to beg for him to stop but soon stoped as he realized man isn't going to stop anytime soon and the only thing he will get from his screams is gonna be a sore throut. He closes hi eyes waiting for patiently for anything that awaits. Sudenly (or not, for he was sure he's gonna be punched or threw somewhere) the man yanks him by the hair before throwing in some sort of room. He once more glances at the man while trying to get up form floor, then the door loudly shuts and after sounds of steps silence everything goes silent. Boy sits up under a wall and starts to examine the room he was threw into. The room like "his" has only one window but strangly it's covered with something, as he realizes this he wonders where is the light coming form then? He looks up and his eyes meet with a bulb giving of dim light. The room looks preety much like the one he's kept in exept for the weird claw marks on the door? But he just lay down on his arm and couldn't care less as he was so tired he could probably fall asleap even in a buzzing volcano.

From his sleep woke him up a sound of...growling? Boy slowly sat up and started looking around for anything that may be cousing the sounds. After a few seconds he noticed that the window that was covered before he fell asleap is now fully uncovered and from behind it are coming growls. After standing up and looking at the window better he saw a pair of mad eyes glaring at him as well as a grited sharp fangs from behind wich from time to time came a growl. Silver haired griped his shirt at where his little, beating a bit too fast, heart is. He tried to comfort himself that it's just a dog and besides this window is very high up so theres no way it's gonna come inside, as his heart started slowing down it once more sped up as the boys colorful eyes coticed more dogs standing behind the window (Three to be exact). He slowly constantly facing the dogs walked as far as he could untill he bumped into the wall, a hiss coming out of his mouth. Three dogs immediantly faced him, growls stoping for a second before coming back much louder and intense. Boy was about to gasp but then he noticed something- the dogs only reacted to a sound, this room is dark even with the dim light bulb and it's alredy night- What means! That As soon as he's gonna be quite these dogs won't even notice him and probably get bored and then hopefully go away. So as quite as posible boy slid on the wall onto the floor and huged his knees hoping that next time he'll open his eyes these mad street dogs will be already gone. A few minutes went and boy could still hear the growls they are so horrific that every child even the ones that like dogs would be shivering, including him of course. Then, somewhere from behind the metal door the silver haired was siting against started coming out sounds of footsteps. Boy now not only is scared of dogs only waiting to probably chew on him but also is horified of any person's that the footsteps belong to. Footsteps are getting closer and louder , then there's a sound of a door then footsteps again, and then- they stop meaning someone is exacly behind the metall door with a shivering boy leaning against them. 
"Atsushi"
It's the Headmaster, Atsushi recognises instantly, but doesn't answer for the dogs also heard headmaster's voice.
"I will let you go back to your room (*The cell*) if you apologize for your ections"
Atsushi lifted his head up slightly his eyes very desoriented, what did he do? No, actualy he never does anything. 
"W-what do you mean, I- I didn't do anything wrong..."
He said in a quite almost a wisper tone, man on other side let out a scoff like chucle, what is rare for he usualy is emotionless entirely even then abusing the small boy.
"Don't make me lough, as if you alredy weren't a disgusting useless being- now to this encyclopedy of words that we all adress you, I must add a 'whore'"  
Boy is still confused he didn't even had any idea what this weird word might mean. From the corner of his eye he saw that dogs are becoming less angry and now they all just calmly sat by the window claring and sometimes slightly barking to each other. Atsushi felt very very realived and didn't even notice then words flew out his mouth by themselves.
"But I didn't do anything sir, realy I don't even know what a whore means"

Man on other side didn't stay silent for any second almost cuting Atsuhsi off as if he knew what the boy is gonna say next.
"Hah- we have cameras in almost every room (in rooms that are above the place Atsushi is usualy kept in that means) You realy though your satanic, unforgivable behavior wouldn't be noticed?" (It wouldn't if not for a particular someone reporting that the boy was provocing them into doing things that shouldn't be done is a place of god) 
Atsushi didn't had words anymore fear of a punishment for something he hadn't done waiting for him.
"I-I'm- I'm sorry sir I don't know what your talking about"
He squeezed his knees thighter. A sound of sigh is heard and then sudenlly headmaster starts shouting, all realief or maybe even hope fell from atsushi just like his heart fell to his stomach almost choking on it.
"I WONT LISTEN TO ANY OF YOUR EXCUSES, You will stay in here for as long as needed until you rethink your behavior!"
He then proceded to slowly walk away from the door, down the "hall". 

As soon as headmaster finished shouting, Atsushi quickly with eyes filed with all emotions at once turnet to the four dogs. They are growling, growling and barking now sure that something is on other side of the window, Atsushi wanted to scream but it come out as more of a loud cracked sob, as the dogs started angryly jumping through the window, down and inside the cell. Purple from holding his breath boy knew at that moment that this is his end.

Headmaster was about to turn a door knob then he heard a scream, it would be normal for Atsushi to scream but it was definitly a scream from pain, from pain happening at this moment. Man quickly rushed to the cell to see what happened, then he was a few feet away he could hear barks and sound of claws scratching agains something. Headmaster immediantly sped up almost hiting his head with the metall door as he opened them. The image before was thruly horrific, of course, he did do awfull things to Atsushi and always called him useless but how can one not do anything then before them lays a defensless child being bitten and scratched by big mad dogs maybe even bigger then the child. Headmaster rushed to Atsushi, hardly and quickly kicking the doogs off of him and as quickly lifting him up holding Atsushi tight, blood poured from the bite and scratch marks. Older fastly run out the dark cell, the one dim light bulb stoped working alredy long ago, he then slammed the doors closing the padlock on them fast. And soon hearing a loud bump. Dogs probably chased after them but he luckly menaged to close just in time and they crashed agains the metall. 

Headmaster leaned Atsushi agains a brick wall of the basemant, boy's eyes were squeezed shut trying to somehow endure all the burning pain, he groaned squeezing his eyes even more if it's even posible. Headmaster sighned hellplessly looking at the boy from above, then kneeling down. Atsushi flinched and let out a faint yell as older lifted his teared up shirt, his eyes wandered on Atsushi's fragile and injured body as he noticed a new injury with every blink. At some point younger male's eyes closed and his body fell unconcious. Headmaster with his emotionless expression stud up, a second later lifting the other up and holding him he went in direction of the basemant door. As the thumb of the heavy door was heard there was silence for a couple of seconds, then sundelly something was once more heard in the basement. Something other then the still growling dogs inside a cell. Loud footsteps felt like thunders in contrast to the cold emptiness lacking any human beings. Then a  breathy chuckle, the someone put their hands up to their flushed face. A drool slid down their mouth and onto their chin before another chuckle(more like a weird muffled moan) came from their lips.


Tear rolled down Atsushi's face and onto the soft blanket underneath, he quickly wiped it off with his sleeve. Sobbing a few more times as he huged the pilow tighter. That's right, he isn't there anymore, he isn't. He's in a warm bed his bed, and in a warm apartment that he's sharing with Kyoka whos curently making herself nattou in a kitchen next door, Kyoka his little sister. Honestly the only thing keeping them from being actual siblings is their blood. Atsushi similes to himself as he thinks about more nice things to calm himself down. It helped, for he soon enough fell asleap, in his warm bed huging a soft pilow.



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Good morning TT sorry it took so long school and grades are tiring, I'm getting to next chapter right away and hopefully you will see it sooner then this one!!! Take care, drink water eat healthy and rememebr that you can be happy, life isn't going to be always bad it will be better someday you will finally find real friends or not even friends who even said friends are needed for your happines??? You can just addopt ten cats or dogs or any animal and it will be just as fun or even better becuase animals are cute and funny!!!! Okay that's it, hope you have a great day or night.

A doodle of Atsushi