【Goodbye is Not Goodbye 】- JeffBarcode [ 𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 ]

CHAPTER 6

↳ ❝ [30 minutes before] ¡! ❞

"Phi jeff would you like to eat or drink something you like?"

The nurse, ping, the only nurse they knew Her since she was Ja and Jeff junior in the University,

She asked him after she helped him to drink water and sit

" no, I'm not hungry...Can you help me to go and see barecode"
The nurse smiled, she knew he will ask her,

"Of course phi jeff, give me you hand, you might feel dizzy after sitting so you have to sit until the dizziness go away"

Ping smiled softly at jeff and he smiled back a little,

Ping's smile never fails to relax anyone, everyone calls her the smiling fairytale,

Jeff sat on the bed and said while she was removing the syringe from his hand,
" Thank you nong, i really appreciate your help, without you i might be losing my mind again....it-it just something that makes me uncomfortable about doctors and hospitals... after i woke up earlier, i felt like hell, i couldn't see properly, and my heart was about to explode any second when i recalled back last nig-night, everything seemed black until i fell asleep again"

Jeff said and looked away while telling her, she was the only one besides Ja who knew his feelings towards barcode...at least before...

"I'm sorry phi, it wasn't my shift yet when you woke up, but it's okey for now... emm...'looked at her watch' barecode is alone,his parents are back home packing his clothes, they might come back in 20 minutes"

Jeff smiled at her, he really appreciated her presence right then...
"Okey....i can walk alone don't worry about it"

room 111

Jeff entred barcode's room,
It looked the same as before,
With only side tables lamps on, and closed windows,
With those biping sounds from the machines,

"Barcode...."

He hurried to catch barcode free hand,

" Th-The are cold... hu-let me fix your hair..."

He fixed some of his hair,

" You look pale code....'shaky voice' but still an angel..."

Jeff tears started to fall,

He couldn't imagine he would be in London by tomorrow and left barcode behind him,

" I'm sorry code, this is all my fault, you're here because of me c-code 'sniff' i really don't know what to do, i couldn't defend ourselves 'sniff' I'll go away for so long, i might never get back...."

Jeff put his head on barcode's hand and continud his crying for a moment, then he raised his head back and looked at barcode's face while stroking his cold cheek,

" Look...look at you suffering while im here having a life....if only i could take your sickness instead of you...

No....this is not right, i need to do something