° let's break up hyung!
don't play your little pranks on me, hanie
i'm not playing this time
"as expected, life never goes the way we want"
° hwang, don't get your hopes high
i don't even have days left in this world
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• it's my...
love is a violence you did know that somebody someday is gonna break all of the silence we losin' the balance lost all the pilots lost in a dream lost in a city you beggin' for all the pity just have it ruin me and then live happily ever after
now go now just go come to the low side all the chemistry that turned into lies to the low side wanna fuckin' die when you next to me to the low side (low side) already I can't remember how it used to be honesty is the policy don't say you lovin' me, hey hey.
#DontEverSayLoveMe
han jisung is letting everything go
till now, he was learning
now he learned it
as the sunrise came as a golden tunnel to a world of forever-light. jisung was already wide awake and welcoming a new day
to the people around, it was quite surprising. but for him, he was prepared
he was prepared for this specific day
hyunjin was very silent and jisung didn't bother him either
maybe he was accepting the reality?
there was a dead silence around jisung which he hated too much currently.
he used to love this silence
but couldn't do the same right now
upon that coldness of the day he felt the calling of his own warm heart, as if in these quiet moments it was his home-song
there were only few minutes left, before he could be taken into the operating room
his mind is blank
no faces, no memories, no thoughts
he is becoming numb as seconds pass by
it must be the anesthesia playing it's part too
hyunjin is silently watching all the shifting of room and shuffling of doctor's feets
once again, he didn't say any word
jisung's eyes were always on him
it felt like he was capturing all the last moments
jisung was the first one to initiate a conversation between them that day
" hyunjinaah, i will get going... i am not going to promise you anything but i am not leaving anything behind because, what if god gives this little man a second chance?
for the first time in my life i want to believe in second chance.
always keep that pretty smile on your face"
hyunjin didn't show his anxious self outside but jisung could always read through him...from the beginning to till now
"i will be waiting for you, my love"
while entering the operating theatre, what jisung didn't expected, was to see his whole family, his 3racha hyungs, nor his seungmin or jeongin
and last but not least his hyunjin's beaming pretty face too
that smile hides alot of things behind. but what jisung choose to understand was the appealing self of hyunjin as a human
and who would he tell his stories to while he was gone? who would listen?”
and, maybe, if an ending were to be written one day…well, that’s for greater forces than me to decide
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if ever time takes us apart, i will still choose you.
