The broken love (ynxnewt)

Blood

I woke up to newt rushing to my side
I scrambled to my feet
He puts me back on the bed and asked me why I was screaming and crying for help
I struggled to breath 
I was having an anxiety attack
Newt kept saying "breath yn just breath"
But I couldn't I felt like everything was caving  onto me
Eventually I calmed down and managed to get out "just....a..night....mare."
A sigh of relief came from newt as he pulled me into a massive hug I normally hate other people touching me but his just felt right

The next day

For some reason I felt hungry but no matter how much I ate I wasn't full until I smelt something like iron
Blood..
I ran towards it but no body saw me cause they were all eating
Then I found it or should I saw them I saw a person bleeding on the floor they were still alive but I couldn't help it
Something over took me it all went black
The next thing I see is I was on the floor covered in blood and some sharp things poking at my lips I found a smashed mirror and saw I had some type of fangs
I looked in the background and could see a dead corpse led motionless with a bite in its neck
I didn't know what to do so I grabbed the body and threw it in a river the blood had been sucked out so it didn't bleed a lot
What did I do. I know this can't be happening am I sick,a vampire? Maybe. No, they aren't real. Wait, are they?

A million thoughts ran through my head
Then I look around and see I'm still covered in blood along with the floor and furniture
I really made a mess huh
Just as I am starting to clean the floor
The door busted open

Everyone came in and saw me and everything covered
They all screamed and yelled
I looked at them and they all gasped at the sight of me
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!"newt yelled
"Omg" Brenda gasped
"I-I'm sorry I-I didn't even know I kinda blacked out when it happened" I stuttered
"How how did you do this where's the body" Thomas said
"In the river" I sighed
"What about the blood"George asked
"The body was basically drained and who's gonna look for me the police there all gone remember and the cranks aren't attracted to blood sooo" I rushly replied
"ok but what are you?!" Fry asked
"Umm I'm gonna assume a vampire" I assumed
They all kind of forgot after that it just died down
But none of them ever looked at me the same
They all thought I was a monster
"Sooo we gonna plan for the kids or" I said
"No it's a suicide mission" Vince said worried
"Well I guess I'll die trying" Thomas said
We plan everything out and set off to the train rails

I was to wait and jump on the train to separate it with Thomas and Vince. Once we jumped on the train Vince only just made it we had to shoot a ton of soldiers I kept pulling at my bandage on my hip and it started to bleed but only slightly
Once we disconnected the cart
Newt found which one he thought Minho was in but more guards came we had to shoot as many as we could hoping Brenda and George got the drone soon then we heard the circling of an engine it hovered over us and we had to grab to hooks and attach them once we did we were in the sky I am terrified of heights

Once we land

We were opening the container and newt and Thomas were searching left and right front to back they couldn't find Minho but they got a lot of others.
I was the one responsible for giving the rescues food water and clothes.
I was just giving the clothes out and I looked down the line and see

Alex....