random sht i wrote bcs some shtty people gave me anxiety before i went to bed

blue by 드림노트

Hana opened the door and immediately closed it, not even minding if anyone tries to enter the house. You know what happens now... I suggest you to stop reading already.

Hana grabbed on anything she can grab onto to keep her body still in walking state because she was starting to get dizzy. She reached the bathroom and closed it.

She looked at herself in the mirror and surprisingly started laughing.

"you look like a fucking clown..." Hana uttered to herself as she continued to laugh at her relfection again. A yell had escaped her mouth as she started sobbing loudly.

"FUCK YOU!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" Hana had constantly yelled the same things while punching the mirror until it started to break into sharp little pieces and her knuckles started bleeding as if it wasn't already bleeding awhile ago..

...

Yunho's point of view.
I haven't been able to reach out to Hana because I was really busy preparing for our comeback. I wanted to improve this time and make Hana proud of me more so I practiced really hard but in return, I injured myself. Seonghwa hyung even asked me if I would like him to tell Hana about my condition but... I told him to not to.

I know Hana and I are soulmates and Hana would most likely feel the pain whenever my injury hurts because that's what soulmates feels. It happened before too when I was still a trainee, Hana was bullied in school and was beaten up and I felt my body ache so much not because of the dance practice but because of the psychological connection between me and my soulmate, Hana. and but I was just worried that she will have to think about me so I didn't bother to tell her.

I didn't want to bother her since I know her exams are near. But it's been a while and I feel worried about her because I keep having body aches so I decided to call her and check up on her. I was about to say 'I'm sorry I wasn't answering your calls and messages, I was really busy with our comeback. I tried working hard to make you proud but I was injured during our practice, I am really sorry, princess' but she cut me off saying 'Let's break up' which caught me off guard.

I didn't like the way she said that. It didn't sound like a joke and I knew it wasn't a joke because I felt it through our emotional connection but I was still hoping it was a joke. I didn't want to take it personally but when I heard her constantly coughing before saying 'let's just stop' before ending the call, that's where I lost it.

My heart ached a lot and I felt my body aching and shivering more. I suddenly felt my stomach suddenly making weird things. It started stinging in pain and I winced and tried to endure it.

And that's where I know and was sure that something was happening to Hana.

I tried calling Hana again to make sure of my guts. But she didn't answer which now just proved that I was right. I stood up and took my jacket, took my keys and my phone then left the dorm. I went to my car and started driving to my apartment. Not even caring about what the members or the manager will tell me once I get back.

....

I found the apartment and saw that the door was opened. I immediately went inside and saw the lights in the bathroom were on and I heard muffled sounds of coughs so I quickly ran to the bathroom.

"Hana! Hana, I--" I was cut off by the sight of Hana's sitting figure on the bathroom floor, coughing constantly and blood was everywhere. On the sink, on the floors, on the walls, and on the mirror... there were pieces of the mirror too, in the sink and some of it were in the floor.

"HANA!" I called her name and went to her. "Hana what's happening--OW!" I was about to say when I winced in pain when I felt a pain in my stomach.

"I-I'm.. s-sorry... you must have f-felt so much p-pain because of me... I-I wish... I wasn't your.. soul... mate..." she said but I shook my head and cupped her cheeks.

"What are you talking about, huh?! Listen to me! I love you okay?! I love you so much, princess! And this isn't the right time to fall to sleep, okay?!" I exclaimed as I put my jacket on her and immediately carried her in bridal way, bringing her to my car and drivinv to the hospital.

I kept wincing in pain so as her. I feel bad for Hana... I saw how many and HOW HUGE the bruises and wounds are but as the soulmate, I could feel about only 60-70% of the pain while Hana had to endure all of the pain.

If I was wincing in so much pain, how much pain would she be enduring right now? It must be worse than mine...

"We're here, don't worry--OW!" I was cut off by the stinging pain in my stomach. I heard no response from Hana so I tried to wake her up as I carried her in bridal way again..

"No! Hana! Please don't close your eyes! We're already here!!!" I immediately ran inside the hospital and immediately signed for the private room. Of course, I would pay my girlfriend a private room, I don't want anyone coming to her room knowing she's my girlfriend.

...

30 minutes later_

"She suffered from internal bleeding probably from constant kicking or punching on her stomach, that's my conclusion as you mentioned too that she had gone through worse bullying experience. She was injured very much as you can see, there are fresh cuts, huge wounds bruises and burns all over her body. But don't worry we have already treated it." The doctor said.

"Oh thank you!" I immediately thanked the doctor and bowed. "I'm sorry but I have to ask you, who are you to Ms. Park?" The doctor asked as I faced him. "I am her boyfriend and soulmate, Jeong Yunho." I said as I bowed again.

"Ahh I see, I see. And since you mentioned that you two are soulmates, you might feel the constant stinging pain in your stomach or heart. Don't worry, it'll be less than the pain she feels. It's normal for soulmates to feel each other's pain. But if you feel your heart aching and stinging, please... please don't hesitate to call us immediately." the doctor said bowing before leaving.

"Okay. I will. Thank you, Doc." I said while bowing. I immediately turned to Hana and sat beside her bed. I held onto her pale hand and caressed her cheeks.

"Princess, please don't leave me... please don't leave me like you did before... please... please stay even just for today... or might as well just stay forever.. with me.. please..." I said, trying my very best not to stutter and let out loud sobs.