Entering a fandom be like :
Me : Ooohhh imma enter this fandom coz the peeps they're fangirling over are pretty rad and maybe they're rad too
Me : So this is the entrance door ? Kay, imma go for it
*Spongebob narrator voice*
WHO KNOW HOW MANY MOMENTS LATER
Me : UGH
Me : I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE
Me : IS THERE ANY EXIT HERE I REALLY WANNA FUCKING LEAVE NOW IT'S RUINING MY LIFE ALREADY
Fan : *Big Sean voice* THERE'S NO TURNING BACK NOW.