At 5:57 am.
You sigh as you sit in complete silence
Suddenly, a shuffling is heard behind you. "You really are bad at sneaking up on people, Mactavish," you say in a tierd voice.
"Nightmare?" He asked as he stepped from the corner. You grunt , he walked up to you, placing. a hand on your shoulder. "My therapist told me I should get out more but what the fuck does she know! She's a stupid bitch who has Nothing better to do but 'Help' others"
Soap sighed "What are you doing out of the ward anyway?"
"Mik said I could go so"...
"Mik?" You say looking over to the door
"Oh yeah he's our medic" Nodding you put your head in your hands
Soap sits down next to you putting his hand on the back of your head slowly stroking your neck for comfort
You start to cry. "Hey, hey, sssh I get it's hard, and I know you're trying. I can tell. " He gets up and crouches in front of you
Ghost walks around the corner and listens to you and Soaps Convocation
"I don't get it, Jhon. I'm trying, and all those horrid memories come flooding back! It's my fault that day we lost her, and it's my fault that I lost my dad, and my mother left me! So why can't it just STOP!" You blurt this out shouting the last part.
"Mactavish ,Y/L/N.." Ghost now in the room.
Soap stands up, but you're still crying your eyes out. "L.T, I don't think now is a great moment, Y/N is having a bit of a hard time, " With that, Ghost started walking up to you, and he crouched next to you " Hey I understand your not happy right know and I feel you-" You didn't let him finish
"Don't do that! Please don't do that. People like you will never know how I feel!" With saying that you jolt up and run out the room past Price who must have woken up from the commotion and through the base doors outside.
You are out on the Heli pad. You frantically look around, not knowing where to go. You finally decide to just run to the edge of the mountain base you were on. You weren't going to jump, but you were just looking where to go next.
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A/N:
I'm actually SPEACHLESS! 2.03K reads!
I'm so happy, and I'm sorry for not posting. I'm just losing motivation, and I can't think of any ideas!
But still, I'm so happy we reached my goal!
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Hesitation - Ghost + König X Fem!reader
RomanceYou are sent to force 141 to work on a misson. You will be working with 4 men ... Will you fall in love ? who knows Ps: This is based on a female reader, but you can change it to any gender or pronoun you'd like Maybe a little smut idk I'm hoping t...
