i felt mad, numb and mad i just wanted to hit something so i started punching the tree over and over causing me to punch dents into the tree, my hands were overwhelmingly in pain  but i didn care i just needed to get this anger out, i continuesly punched the tree getting all my ager out, i basically painted the dent red now with my blood and all of a sudden someone pulled me back "fuck off! who the fuck!" i shouted 

"calm down its me roxto, its ok calm down" he said and i squrimed in his arms for a bit but calmed down letting my body go numb and he placed me on the floor "you ok?" he asked me and i gave him a blank stare "yea sorry for asking dumb questions" he sat and sat by my side "do you want ao'nung?" he asked "NO" i shouted which made him flinch- "oh im sorry-" he said "no sorry, i saw him with another girl" i told him and his face went confused "another girl?- do you mean nyree?" he asked "i dont know all i know if some fish bitch with curly hair stole my mans again"i grunted out and i looked at him "no offence" "none taken"

"but i think your mistaken , you see if ao'nung isnt mated by the 4th eclipse after his b-day then hes forced to mate her" he said "he is mated roxto! with me!" i said again and he got even more confused "can i be right back" he asked me "do whatever i dont care" i said and he got up and left

i hated everything about this place, i hated it all, i hated the good memories i hated the bad memories i hated the sand and i hated the water i hated it all!

TW!!

I reached in my pouch not looking for anything in particular but finding the sharp shell i found a little while ago, i didnt want to feel this emoional pain and my knuckles have gone numb feeling no pain i needed to.

 i un-did neteyams arm piece that i took and pushed the shell against my skin sliding it sideways causing a small cut to form, i whinced at the pain but slowly got used to it, i did another line feeling it pirce into my body, it hurt, but it was better then he emotional pain i had

another line

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then i heard footsteps, i quickly put my arm piece back on making sure it was tight and i saw ao'nung and roxto and that stupid girl, i shot her glares and if looks could kill, she would be dead, i stood up and snarled at her causing her to look at he ground and ao'nung put his hand out infront of her and i looked at him now sending daggers at him

"eyrina just let me talk" 

"no"

"why"

"because"

"beacsue why"

"because iv been through this shit before ao'nung! i dont wanna do this shit again-" i was interuppted by his lips on mine and i couldnt help but sink into it I needed his closure and his comfort but i pushed him off me and looked at him "let me talk" he said again basically begging "tell them to go" i said and pushed away from him walking more into the forest "go" he said and i heard him come after me i smirked not expecting him to do actually do so

"eyrina stop walking" he said stumbling behind me and i climbed up a tree, he tried to follow and almost slipped and i grabbed his hand "you like a baby" i said to him and rolled my eyes jumped doen from the tree ao'nung following me 

"please just let me talk" he said and i stood infront of him "that was nyree, she asked me to comfort her because she got a cut on her stomach and i tried to and she told me to hug her so i gave her a short hug and she kept clinging to my body" he said and i looked at him still and he reached for my braid "feel for yourself" he said and i grabbed my braid putting it infront of him and he connected the queue and i felt all his sadness and how sorry he was, i saw how he was telling the turth and i finally gave in to him hugging him tightly

not only did i crave his skin contact like a child i just needed a hug, i held him tight scared if i let go he'll leave me for nyree "stop thinking that, i only want you, you the only girl i want not nyree you" he said and he kissed me i kissed him back "did you need something from me when u tried to see me?" he asked

"not really i just didnt want to sleep alone" i mummbled and he slightly chucked "come on then, i wont let you sleep alone" he said pullng me out  he forest and too my own hut, once we reached inside our braids still connected he layed me down and came next to me, i layed my head on his chest, although i felt his breath and his heart beat i wanted to hear it too, i needed his closure, i needed to know he was hear, i could feel him, hes not going anywhere

i closed my eyes wanting to finally get some sleep so im ready for tomorrow, i was sore and tired and then i felt ao'nung touch my arm and i pulled away "dont you wanna take it off?" he asked "no, its ok" i said and he pushed his eyebrows together but was to tired to ask about it and grabbed my hand interlocking our fingers and i winced, thats when he shot up "give me your hands" he said and i did so he looked at my knuckled and he ears flattened "my girl" he said and pulled me closer 

"where are your healing products" he asked me and i pointed towards them, he got up and got them out putting them infront of me, i told him which ones to uses and how to mix them, he applied it to my hand and i stared at his face as he did i slight smiled, he finished by wrapping my hand and placing a kiss on the band aid, he the started to cator to my other cuts and bruises 

i took of neteyams arm piece and it looked like ao'nungs heart broke "i dont want to talk about it, just treat it please" i whispered out scared if i speak up ill cry and he nodded cleaning the looded around it then wrapping it up and kissin  the bandage again "you can talk to me" he said and i nodded my head "can we sleep?" i asked and he nodded laying down, i layed my head on his chest and closed my eyes trying to get some sleep for my day in the morning


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AWK POOR EYRINA, buckle up yall cause the next few chapteres are ginna be sad

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