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1. lying to self

7.10 AM "oh no, I can't be late on my first day".
Last night I re-watched my favorite K-Drama and it made me late for my first day of high school. I was afraid if I was the only one who came late, but there are 8 students who also came late like me. after completing the punishment for being late, I walked towards the classroom hall and looked for my classroom door, that write class 10B. When I walked, I feel there was a man following me and when I stop in front class 10B, he also stop and he opened the door, "oh, we are in the same class". When entering the class, there were only 2 seat left and he sit in the 4th row and I was behind him.

The first day started with introductions, and that man name was Prince. And the first lesson started, he was very active, he answered all the teacher's questions correctly. And maybe he's tall is 185cm? his feet are half a cubic floor, so maybe his shoes size is 41 "ALICE!" Shout the teacher "HAH" im surprised
"what do until you can't hear me calling"
"sorry sir"
"Come here, answer number 3 on the blackboard" says the teacher and my live is over that time because i haven't done it yet.

Ring ring

Now is time to have lunch and I'm going to have lunch with my best friend in this school, abi, bebi, and ceri. We are best friends since baby because our parents are also friends and but we are in different classes, ceri and bebi are in 10A and Abi is 1 year older so he is in 11B. "what do you guys think about prince from my class ?" ask me

"the handsome guy in front of your seat?"ask bebi

"yes"

"don't say that you like him" says abi

"EWW, NO WAY!"

"WHY" Says bebi and ceri

"you guys better not have a crush on prince. he has a lot of fans and for sure he will not like you guys" says abi, the only boy in this circle

After lunch time, we had a biology class and it's was so boring so i sleep. "Alice"

"Alice, wake up" said someone from in front of me and probably i wake up after being call many times.

And yes, it's prince

"Sorry, sorry . So what happened?"

"The teacher tells those of us who already understand to teach those who don't understand"

"So?"

"so you understand or not?" ask prince

"can you teach me?"

actually I understand this material because I'm honestly a smart person but I want him to teach me. Maybe because I'm curious how smart he is?

A few weeks later........

"Will i die if i jump from the second floor?" I ask

"You just gets broken bones," ceri replied

"Why Alice?" Abi asked

"School is very difficult, study is very boring, there are too many assignments, and today there are 3 assignments that must be finished"

"There aren't too many assignments, you are the problem because you are too lazy" replied Abi

"True" said ceri and bebi

"What did you do in class Alice? this was the last week's assignment" asked cherry

"It's all because of my seat location. I can't see clearly if there's a tall guy in front of me"

"Prince?" Abi asked

"Yes, very disturbing"

"Then do you want me to help tell your homeroom or not?"

"It's okay abi"

"Why?"

"No, just don't." I said

"Alice definitely doesn't want to move because she wants to see Prince who is handsome every day" ceri said

"HAHAHA IT'S REALLY TRUE CER" Bebi said

"AHH IT'S NOT LIKE THAT. I NEVER WATCHING PRINCE" I said

"Alice, this is the last time I remind you not to fall in love with Prince. He and you are on different levels, you guys are not the same," said Abi.

Abi's words made me think, it's true that we are on different levels. He has a lot of money, I have no money. He is so handsome and has many fans. Her standard of women is not like me, how could she like girl like me. Alice, wake up.

English lesson begins~

"Now we learn about making story texts. You will make story texts with groups of 4 people, for the groups i have already divided you guys"

the teacher started to say the names of students who will be in one group and... "Alice, Prince , Grace, Ali"

i in the same group with Prince and Grace. Very unlucky. I will see a couple in front of me every english lesson.

Actually prince has a lot of male and female friends. and he is so close to his female friends, one of them is Grace. they are friends since elementary school and so close until they can communicate silently, I have a feeling they are secretly dating...

"Grace, come sit in my chair" said the prince to grace and grace sat in his chair while he is standing, and I also did not get a seat , so only Grace and Ali are sit.

"They are so selfish, being so romantic in front of me" I was muttering.

And we started doing the assignment together but of course prince always talked a lot to Grace, while with me? We had very little conversation.

"This assignment due is tomorrow but we don't have enough time so what if we continue working on it at my house tomorrow?" Prince asked and everyone agreed.

To be honest I was very shy to go to Prince's house and meet his family, I was so afraid of making a mistake that would make Prince's family hate me. So after school I went to the shopping center. I stalked his mother's facebook and found out that at her house there are : his grandmother, mother, younger sister and baby brother. I bought herbal medicine for his grandmother, clothes for his mother, stationery for his younger sister and education toys for his younger brother.

"honestly, you look like a girlfriend that want to visit your boyfriend's house instead of doing your assignment" said cherry. i invite ceri to go shopping with me because she has good taste in shopping

"It's not good to visit people's houses with empty hands" I said.

"You like Prince" ceri said suddenly.

"You're crazy."

"You like him, you just keep lying to yourself, right?" ceri asked.

I was silent for a while.

"I don't have that much confidence to like him, Cer."

"Alice, listen to me, you are beautiful, kind, polite, not arrogant, not selfish, independent, can cook, can take care of children and home, you don't have any weaknesses. men like Prince are really lucky to be liked by you."

Am I starting to like Prince? No, I can't.